Sweet Revenge And Retribution!

Moved.

2009-06-27T16:48:00.004+08:00

I have moved. I'll come back when I feel like it.

http://sealedwith-asmile.blogspot.com/

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2009-06-26T21:44:00.006+08:00

I'm so sorry.
I'm so stupid... VERY.
I broke a promise I made to myself.
I hate myself...
Argh shit....! Haiz...
I'm moving on...!
But I'll visit some time uh...
I think? haha!
The thing is, I have a new blog.
http://sealedwith-asmile.blogspot.com
Do visit yea! And relink mua!
Sorry ah all my links emo2... Hehe

Absent.

2009-06-26T13:49:00.005+08:00

I missed school againnnnn...!

But with a valid MC! Haha!

My stomach hurts and I don't know why...

I dreamt someone else got stomach ache

and I gave that person a massage...

End up I have stomach ache in reality... o.o...

My fever is gone.. Yessa!

But still got slight headache..

Just now I blow my nose then come out some blood..

Eeeyerrr... I am afraid of the sight of blood! EEK! =X

Luckily I didn't go to school...

I have to catch up with my friends lah...

Shasha also didn't go to school today...

Get well soon babe!

I don't know why my mum like

couldn't be bothered to talk to me... O.o...

Oh wells, anyway, tomorrow is dad's birthday

and I still haven't buy him any present! =X

Okay what else?... OH YA!

Micheal Jackson passed away yesterday...

And I didn't even know that. =X

May his soul rest in peace...

He's a Muslim right? That's a good thing.. Hehe!

My boyfriend is away in KL...

But I don't feel so lonely ah...

When I'm sick, I couldn't be bothered about anything..

Even if the whole world is against me...

Whatever. I don't care. Haha!

And Ain, thank you so much for your concern! Haha!

So far you are the most concern friend

after knowing that I'm not feeling well! Hehe!

Okay lah I'll end here...

Waiting for this Dreamweaver trial to download

so bloody slow... I need to redo my CSA web page project... -.-

OMG It's gonna rain! YAY! xD

I think the rain was the one who caused me to have a fever...

Coz I walked in the rain when I was in school, on the way home...

Alaa only drizzling what that time...

How I know can cause fever... xD

Okay lah! BUBBYE!

3:43 PM update...
I'm sorry and shall just keep quiet then.

Sick sehh...

2009-06-25T22:07:00.005+08:00

OMG!! I'M INFECTED WITH INFLUENZA!!

Without the A at the back..

So yea... I only got flu without the SWINE at the front.

I missed RA1 today...

Woke up and my head was super heavy...

I felt so humid like that...

So I went back to bed, thinking that

I will just attend APEL and Marketing...

While waiting for my mum to get ready...

I realised, it was 12:30 PM...

Clinics closed for lunch. -.-....

Okay I got very pissed off there...

So yea, I just went to school

even though I was very ill...

Coz I know I'm just gonna sulk if i stay at home...

Hot weather, hot temper, hot temperature...

So yea, reached school my temperature was around 37.9 degrees.

I followed the crowd when I reached school...

I know if I took my temperature,

I might be sent home... Hahah!

Like waste time sia like that!

I found a sticker and just pasted it on my shirt. LOL!

APEL was fun ah... It was Hui Xian's birthday...

But they bought a non-halal cake,

so yea... whatever, me and Shasha didn't eat...

The two besties got high fever. Best. xD

So yea we didn't have the appetite to eat...

Then I found out my Retail Accounting result...

I got a B!! Omg! Haha! I got 36/50...

Surprising coz I thought I'd fail the thing,

but so far, that's my best result! LOL!

APEL was okay lah...As usual, fun!

Dr Tan said he rarely hears my voice and Shasha's voice... LOL.

Yea right... Hahaha!
Then everytime I speak, people like cannot hear me...

Irritating sia... -.-

Then went for Marketing...

A little too early for class... haha!

Mr Sam knew I had fever...

Then was like asking my temperature in front of the class....

Everyone was like gasping...

People... I don't have swine flu la dey! xD

Then he gave out the marketing mid-sem test paper..

I GOT 31/50!! OMG!! I got a C! Hahaha! xD

I'm so happy! Hehehe!

Since I have confidence in my Econs...

I should be able to pass all my subjects seh! YAY!!!

Hehehehe! I'm so happy! Hahas!

And again. Whatever. It's just Mid-sem test...

Then has consultations for the paper...

He just told me to manage time and all...

Then went through the paper...

And then school ended.

Thanks Flare for checking my RA1 paper for me! =)

Then went to clinic.

So expensive sia! It costs my mum $28! -.-

Then went for a drink at the coffee shop...

Bought porridge...

Then went home...

Ate medicine, slept, woke up...

Ate medicine again... Now sleepy.. Haha!

Okay lah I'll end here! I blogged so slow sia..

Now is 10:57 already... Haha!

I have 2 days MC...

If tomorrow still sick like today then I don't go school lor...

Hahas! 98% chance, sick also I go school. xD

Kiasu sak Kirin... xD

Sick... ACHOOO~!

2009-06-24T20:50:00.001+08:00

OMG! I'm so sick... Hiish..
I woke up at 8:35 AM today...
I usually finish showering around that time...
So yea... PANIC!!!! xD
I reached school around 9:10 AM..
Oh well, at least I'm only marked as late and not absent.

The first thing Mr Choo did was release the
Excel results and the Mid-sem test result...
First name called... Nur Azri....
I was wondering... Is that me? Haha!
But I just kept quiet ah...
Then he called out Sharifah...
OBVIOUSLY that was me...
AZRI??! So far off sia! -.-
And that's a guy's name! Sheesh...
That was the Excel test ah....
The one that I counted the marks and was like... I FAILED!
BUTTTTT....
I PASSED! OH MY GAWD!!!! YIPEEE!!! ^^
Hahas! I got 8/15... AT LEAST MORE THAN HALF! xD
Then he showed us our theory exam result...
So yea... He said less than 10% passed...
Something like that lah... Hahas...
I was like... LOL obviously I'm one of them who failed...
BUTTTTTTT....
OH MY ALLAH! Hahaha! I PASSED!
And I didn't JUST pass...
I got 30.5/50! Ehh happy nyer aku!!! WHEEEE~! xD
And I told my mum about it ah...
She was like so proud of me! Hehehe!
Shasha came after CSA...
So I had to wait for all alone... Kinda bored there...
Just ate bread...
When she came, we went to the lab
and I taught her how to use Dreamweaver...
I love that Dreamweaver thingy lah seh! Hehe!

Then went for the MF meeting...
Thanks for the chocolate Hui Min... xD
Okay then just talked with Shasha until it was 3 PM,
we went off for Econs...
And she teased me with someone... URGH...! -.-
I so don't like him seh! o.o...
I couldn't concentrate well ah coz I was sick...
Like boring also ah coz it wasn't Nee Tat...
Then went home around 4:30 PM...

Dear fetched me coz he was worried for me coz I'm sick...
He bought me this Kumkuat thingy...
BLEARGH! SO SOUR! >.<
FIRST AND LAST I TELL YA! Ewww...!
He said it would made my sore throat go away... YA RIGHT. xD
We'll see about that ah...
Then he sent me to my sister's house...
He went home, I went up...
To have my dinner...
Then went home... My sis gave me this huge monkey plushie! CUTE! xD
Then we went home...

Hmm... I think I wanna tell my mum that
this religious class isn't helping...
I mean, they are not teaching what I wanna learn...
It's far too advance... So yea...
I think I'll find a new place to learn religious stuffs...
Okay lah I'll end here! BYE!
[OMG TOMORROW RA1!! What will my result be like?! xP]

SF!

2009-06-23T22:22:00.002+08:00

HELLLOOOO~!
Wahhhh today very tiring sehhh!
After school straight away go dating...
Luckily no Econs tutorial...
Around 12:45 PM or so, met my guy...

We went to SINGAPORE FLYERS!! Whheee~!
Haha! $10 only... Barely anyone there... xD
Not fair sia this couple got a whole capsule to themselves!
In my capsule was multiracial...
Got 4 couples... But 1 got a son ah...
Eurasian, Malay, Chinese and Indian... Haha! Cool shit!
The scenery was great ah...
Compared to my first trip there...
So dark... -.-

Okay we just walk here walk there...
Then went home... Damn tired siol...
Had to take the bus home coz too tired to walk.. LOL.
Went home, nobody home. Sad...
Nevermind! I need to go already! Hahaha!
Bubbyes! Ngantok.. Sleepy... Tired...
Tomorrow school at 9... Mampos. -.-

PENAT~!

2009-06-22T22:49:00.002+08:00

Hello! Urgh today I'm so sleepy...
I went for CSA lecture today...
Coz attendance was compulsory...
I slept at 5.15 AM around there sia...
Freakin' sleepy seh....
Shasha! I owe you one babe!
Hahas! You are simply the best! Hehehe!
And thanks to my cousin, Nadhirah
for entertaining me all night... LoL!

Okay2... We had a small quiz after CSA...
Whatever with that...
I heard lots of people scored F for CSA Exam...
OH MY GODDDD~! =(
After school ate lunch at McDonald's with Shasha...
Then we talked until it was 3.30 PM? Hahas!
Then went home, Shasha has to work...
After praying, went to my sister's house...
Played Guitar Heroes for a while...
Then went to IKEA and Giant...
Bumped into Jannah, Hairin and Hazrin just now...

At Giant I was so sleepy already...
While waiting for my sis to buy air-conditioning system...
I sat in front of my mum...
Then was like half asleep as she massage my back... Haha!
Then around 10 PM I think, we went off...
Took lots of pictures there...
Will upload those tomorrow...
Coz I really have little energy left...

Okay lahhhh I have to go already...
I'm at my sister's house now...
I wanna go home...
Will update more tomorrow! BYE~! =)

=.=

2009-06-21T21:09:00.002+08:00

EISH! I lost my thumbdrive seh!
Binget sak! SheesH! -.-
Life is being so unfair to my right now! Urghh!

Today just helped out a little to clean up
coz my sis has moved out today...
Couldn't help much or stay long
coz I have my Excel project to finish...
And my back f***ing hurts right now. -.-

Nothing much happened today ahhh.
My sister gave me lots of clothes...
AH! NO MOOD TO BLOG AH!
^&*% that thumbdrive ah! URGH! -.-

2009-06-21T04:01:00.002+08:00

URGH! I FUCKING GIVE UP CAN!?!

I was trying to save that fucking Excel project...

The system started to hang AGAIN...

I waited like FUCK...

AND THE FUCKING LAPPY AUTO-RESTARTED!

SIALLLL AHHHHHHHH~!!!!

I HAVEN'T SAVE BODOHHHHH!!!!

SHIT AH SERIOUSLY PISSED OFF! -.-

I think I'll do this after I sleep...

Piece of shit bodoh...!!! ARGH!!! -.-

I am SO sleeping at 10 PM tomorrow!

If I sleep any later confirm cannot wake up sia

the next day for school....

Already 4 AM and I'm crying here!?

Coz I'm damn angry!??!

Can I smash this fucking laptop? GRRRR~!!!!!!

Sorry for the vulgarities ah...

Just so angry seh... Haha!

Anyway no kids will read my blog mah...So yea....

HAIIIIXXXXX....! >.<

Bleargh bored...

2009-06-21T02:29:00.002+08:00

OMGGGGG.... It's 2:31 AM and I'm blogging.
Hehehehehe!
And I'm DEAD BORED and DAMN TIRED.
BUT I have no choice but to complete my Excel project.
I'm just taking a break for now...
Urghh I freakin' hate this project can? Sheesh!
I rather do RA1 practices than CSA Excel... -.-

Woahh I'm really trying my best to stay awake...Gahh...
My last night to sleep late! Hahas!
Then it's school all the way! Noooo~!!
I'm not ready for school...
Well I'm ready... But I'm not ready for the
waking-up-in-the-morning part... Hehe!
Luckily my school is near uh...

I was thinking about something...
People have different views of realtionship...
Some want to have just that one perfect soul...
Don't even bother trying to find more... xD
While some thinks that 1 is damn pathetic...
You need EXPERIENCES.... Nyehehe....
Which means you want to have some Exes..
Hmmm... Me? Haha! I don't know...
If it lasts then it lasts lor...
If not then I find new one ah! Hahaha!
Then what? Beg for him to come back? LOL!
"Oh please take me back! I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU!!"
Talk about NEVER... xD
Wanna leave? Bye2! LoL!

The part "I can't live without you"...
I mean how do you live BEFORE meeting that person?
How come after he/she come about in your life,
and leaves, you can't live without them
like you did before they even came into your life?
Doesn't make sense right? I know! xD
Okay ah I felt like I couldn't live without this particular someone...
I mean come on! I cried like almost
every single day after our small quarrel... xD
Like my life is OVER... And I became this emoshit. But yea...
2 months later I was unofficially attached,
and 3 months later I was officially attached. Hahaha!
Kirin perangai macam siak! xD
But it was the toughest thing to do uh to forget
all that love and devotion I have for a person... xD
I sound damn desperate.... LOL!
Can be said uh... Hahaha! Last time I was.. xD
Now... Obviously not for him right! Hahaha!
Why would I be attached in the first place right?
But yea, I'm not desperate for my boyfriend...
I barely liked him in secondary school... Hahaha!
It all happened after secondary school... xD
Seriously I was so confident that
after the last photo we took together...
I won't see that face anymore.... LOL!
But we actually have almost 700 pictures
taken together already now.... Kwang3... xD
ALOT right? I know. xD
Coz both of us are damn vain. Hahaha!
If wanna look back on all the pictures also...
Halfway I lazy already... Too many, and I'll close the window. xD

Sial ah... Can I pay someone to do my project for me?
Seriously malas nyerrr akuuuu~! -.-...
And yea, Happy Fathers' Day to all fathers...
Especially my own father! Haha!
As if he even reads my blog... -.-
I want to sleep uh... *cries* but i can't!!! -.-
Siak peh project... Sheeeeessshhh!!!
Oh well, at least blogging made me feel better! xD
I feel like making a blogskin...
Mine like so ugly only....
Coz I'm not the maker! Hahaha!
BUT... I don't wanna sidetrack uhhhh! Nevermind...
Other days then...
YARR~!!! Should I watch Transformers with 4E3...?
So few are going.... Boring seh...
Then go GV on WEEKENDS some more....
So expensive seh! o.o....
EH don't want ah! My father's birthday...
Then 28th start religious class already... Eiihhh malas seh! -.-
I'm becoming lazier by day... LOL.
Nevermind uh, wait for next class outing...
But I really wanna try and watch Transformers seh...
Not my type of show... But a lot say it's a great show...
So tempting can? xD
Like that 'Drag Me To Hell'... I don't like horror movies,
coz I don't find them scary...
but that movie was damn hell scary to me! Eeek!
Belum cuba belum tahu? LOL!
See first ahh...!

Okay ah! I'd better get on with my work seh....
Hiish... I hate CSA... I swear I do! -.-

Lepak2...

2009-06-20T22:53:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone...!
Today was rather a fun day lah...
I'm being paranoid about 'the Earth is dying'...
Gosh... So many dreams haven't been achieved...
But my time left here is so short... =(
Nevermind uh, rather die young... Haha!
Lesser sins made.. Hahas!
Actually 17 years is long... o.o... Hahas!

I wanted to Excel but no mood....
So I've decided to go out with my secondary school buddies...
Ain and Maizurah...
Kirin... Lazy to do Excel project...
Maizurah... Lazy to study for exams...
Ain... Lazy to do her script homework...
Haha! We're lazy for school! -.-...
Ate at McDonald's... Laughed a lot there... Hehe!
Wanted to go Bedok Reservoir actually...
But I thought of playing the swing...
And they agreed, so we walked damn far to Sunplaza Park..
I was feeling a bit giddy, but who cares. xD
Then played the swing...
The giddiness got worse... Haha! I still don't care. xD

The three of us joked, talked and crap a lot there... Hehe!
Then we got thirsty, so we went to buy
Chocolate ice blend... Quite nice ah... Hehe!
Then we walked a lot at Tampines 1...
Had fun there...
Especially at Kuhl... LOL!
Today we talked dirty a lot seh... xD
That's why I enjoy going out with these 2...
Confirm lots of laughter... Haha!
We laugh at things people don't laugh about... xD
We just lepak at the Tampines 1 staircase... LoL!
Then went to the art shop thingy...
I just LOVE the wrapping papers... Hehe!

Hmm... Fathers' Day today or tomorrow ah? xD
I haven't buy anything for my dad...
I think I buy him a Parker's pen for Fathers' Day...
Alaa at my school not so expensive lah that pen... Haha!
And dad really want me to cook for him Sambal Goreng...
And wants me to learn from him...
I guess that would be his birthday present? Kwang3... xD
I just want to make him happy lah eh... Hehe!

Okay ahhh... I'll stop here!
I'll post the pictures tomorrow...
I really need to start working on my Excel project...
Macam siak dari tadi tak buat2.... LOL! xD
BYE!

I'm bored.

2009-06-19T19:15:00.001+08:00

Haizzz.... Holiday starting soon...
And I'm so bored...
Almost forgot about CDS...
Shasha reminded me...
First choice was 20th Century Fashion...
Really hope I get into it...
2nd is French...
It would be great if I can speak French! Hehe!
3rd Freehand Drawing...
I just love to design la!
So sad all business courses cannot take..
And the fun ones are in business! -.-

Today I just pamper myself uh...
Wear mask and all...
I'm moody... Why? I don't know. -.-
Okay bye!

Lazy to blog.

2009-06-19T01:04:00.003+08:00

Helo... I lazy to blog ah...
Today just went to do POM project...
I miss TP.... haha! Except the security at library uh...
I forgot to bring matric card...
Then must say my adress all.. -.-

Then at night went to have dinner
with my family at Prata Paradise...
Tomorrow need to do Econs and EXCEL project...
Saturday going to school to submit Excel...

Hopefully I can go SF on Tuesday...
It's just $10 fr students! I will beg my mum to allow me! Hehe!
Since Tuesday no school...
I'll be back by 8 PM though coz I wanna study...
Don't wanna screw up my exams in August...
So yea... TOODLES! Lazy ah... Hehe
And check these out lah eh... Funny shits...

AHAHAHAHA! LOL! xD

THAT'S SIX! LoL! xD

This looks SO wrong! LOL!!!

HAHAHAHA! =X

Hmmm...

2009-06-17T18:12:00.002+08:00

Haiz... I'm so bored...
School is starting soon... Yea I'm eager...
but the laziness to wake up in the morning...
Nooooo~! =.=
Nevermind, I heard next week no tutorial...
I know there's no tutorials for Econs...
Not sure about the rest..
No CSA Lab please... Urgh first day already must see his face. -.-
I don't wanna be stressed on my 1st week of school..

I have learnt from my mistake...
I screw my 1st semester...
So yea... School starts, I'm not gonna spend
so much time online...
I must revise every single day...
I need to. =)
And yeah I've decided to not wear scarf in school just yet...
I will wear whenever I'm outside school..
Not ready to wear in school yet...
Soon ah... Hahas!

I just go online the whole day today...
Chat and webcam with my boyfriend... That's all. -.-
I have to do my Econs project tomorrow...
And I'm gonna do my POM and Marketing project after this...
The Econs project easy lah...
POM also easy... Marketing only like shit...
I'm so nervous about my result...
I've been praying about it since the holidays started!
Hopefully I pass yea...

Oh well, I have to start on my work now! BYE!
And to the 4E3 peepz... Sorry lah the pictures
don't have ALL of you inside...
I weren't there on the last day... So yea...
Hope you guys enjoy the slideshow lah eh...
The music was blocked off by YouTube... -.-

4E3 Chalet Pictures!

2009-06-17T15:38:00.000+08:00

CLASS CHALET!!!

2009-06-16T19:04:00.004+08:00

HELLLLLLOOOOOOOO~~!!!!
OH MY GAWDDDDD!!!!
That was probably the best chalet I've went to! Hehe!
4E3!! I love you guys!
Or should I say the 7 people who stayed overnight
from Sunday to Monday...! Hahas!
I has a blast with those peepz lah seh!
Many things happen within 2 short days...

Me and DIy reached quite late on Sunday...
They were playing some card game...
Kinda lame lah...
4 cards, choose 4 girls/guys that is...
The richest, the one you love/loved,
the one you enjoy your time with and the one you hate.
The richest, I choose my cousin...
The one I love, Izzat chose for me before
I could even say the name..
Which is obviously, Suhaimi...
And then Suhaimi from my class turned around. xD
I lied about the one I enjoy my time with. xD
So I just picked any one of my chinese friends. Hahas!
The one I hate.. Kinda obvious isn't it?
One part I ask... Who is willing to die for me...
And it's my boyfriend! Awww....! Hahahaha!
Yea everyone said the same thing... xD
Lame also, we had fun ah... Laughing like mad...
After the game was over, we ate cold pizza...
Ain & Mia watched TV... And the guys played guitars...
And then we have the 1st person to fall asleep which was Izzat.
Then I just talk on the phone with my guy
for less than an hour surprisingly...
Then me and Ain went to the park... It was 12:30 I think...

We just sat there and talked..
Ain told me something about that card game...
I don't know lah eh... Who's right or wrong...
But I don't care anymore. It's over.
Then I was like suddenly breathing quickly
which spooked Ain out... Haha!
Actually I just saw a cockroach beside her... Eeek!
Ouh yea we sat at the breakwater... Romantic? I don't think so. xD
The sky was filled with stars!! So nice! Hehe!

Then Ain said someone messaged her...
Then I heard this...
*breathes in slowly*... Ain....*breath*...Ain...*breath*...Ain..
It went on like around 5 to 6 rounds uh...
With this high pitch and slow motion tone...
And the breathing was so dramatic lah...
I didn't dare to turn around...
I was stunned, spooked and scared.
I wanted to ask Ain whether it was her ringtone...
But I was too speechless.
Around the 3rd time the THING said "...Ain...*breath*"
I had goosebumps and sudden like my guts all shrunk. =X
It's not my first time and yea the same shit always happen.
I will be speechless.
I can't see but I can smell or hear these things...
I mean if you want my friend... Call out to her!!
Why did you call out to me?? O.O...
Then I told Ain suddenly uh... Let's go!
She was like why and why but I just kept quiet until
we went closer to the chalet...
I asked her how her ringtone sounded like...
It was sooo different. Obviously it wasn't her phone...
Then in the chalet area, I told her about what happened...
Then all the way she hold my hand coz she was scared! Haha!
I mean WHO SHOULD BE MORE SCARED! xD
I was a little mad at her for not telling me SOMETHING...
If she had TOLD me that, I wouldn't wanna go out in the first place!

Back at the chalet, I couldn't sleep...
I was too scared... So we talked until it was almost 4...
Me, Ain and Diyana...
Amirah, Suhaimi, Izzat, Guo Yan and Joel were sleeping already...
Then I knew I had to sleep...
Then I had 2 dreams... 1 dream was crap lah...
The other dream was, I was sitting at the breakwater with Ain,
I heard the same thing... But I turned around...
And saw *ehem* HER *ehem*... YOU KNOW HERRRRR...!!! o.o
Sial ah... I slept 2 hours only I woke up sia...
Then it was 6 plus uh...
Really cannot sleep already...
My heart was beating so fast sia... =X

So yea moments later a few people woke up...
Then after freshening up and all...
Me and Diy went for a walk at the park...
Took some pictures... Then went back in...
Some continued sleeping... Sheesh...
Guess who was last to wake up? The first person to sleep.
We were like having fun trying to wake him up? LoL!
Even rock song couldn't wake him up! o.o...
Thanks for throwing my phone eh!
And you know what woke him up?
His own alarm... -.-...
He wouldn't wake up until the alarm rang... -.-...
After everyone showered and everything... We went cycling...
Except for Joel.. I didn't know why he didn't join us.

We saw Mrs Oh's house...
And then we saw The Red House...
Looks eerie... I wouldn't live anywhere near there!
Why wouldn't they demolish it? =S
Then we cycled back to the park...
We cycled to the spiderweb...
Ain and Diy were always last coz they used the
bicycle for two people... LoL! And couldn't balance the thing. xD
Funny ah the two of them! Hahas!
Then we became monkeys and climb that spiderweb
while the boys jump and shook the whole thing.
Nobody was injured though... Haha!
Gosh I miss climbing... Haiz...
If only I don't have this back problem...
I could have join rock climbing seh...
Then we cycled back to the chalet...
This time Suhaimi and Izzat took the weird bicycle for two.

Then back at the chalet we just chilled...
Sing songs, play guitar, talked and so on...
Then we played this card game...
Murderer and policeman? Hahas!
I don't understand the game, and I'm always laughed at. xD
Everytime I become the police, I will be blur. xD
Only me, Ain, Amirah, Diyana, Izzat and Suhaimi played that game...
Joel was concentrating on computer game..
Then we played heart attack...
This time Joel joined us...
Izzat cheat sia... Still cannot win! xD
We had lots and lots of fun there!
After playing that game, me, Diy and Ain went home...
Ain went to her house while Diy followed me home...
We slept for a while..
Diy slept for 2 hours or so...
I slept for 45 minutes only...
Diy was supposed to help me cook...
End up I just cooked with my brother... -.-
Luckily he's home... Hahas!

Then around 7:45 PM we went there again...
Reached around 8:45 PM....
I SAW LOTS OF MY CLASSMATES!! Yayyy!
Hahas! I was so happy to see them!
And the surprise was... Mdm Fara came!!
But Mrs Shankar didn't seh...
And and Mdm Fara said I'm so beautiful now...! =P
Hahahaha! Thanks Mdm Fara!! Hahahs!
Didn't eat much uh...
The fried noodles and marshmellow...
I drank alot only...
And a cup of drink spilled on my feet! Grrr...!
Pui Ann came seh! Haha!
Take one picture with me also cannot! Ish...
Around 11:15 PM I reached home...

Gosh I have sooo much memories there! Hahas!
Especially with Ain, Diyana, Amirah, Izzat, Suhaimi and Guo Yan...
Joel was there but he did nothing much... So yea... xD
I can't wait for the next one!! Hehe!
I thought of taking A PICTURE but no...
I don't wanna hurt my sweetheart... =)
He might say he don't mind...
But I'm sure he would... Hahas...
I don't wanna risk it because of a picture...
I want this journey to our 5th month
to be clean from any quarrels...
Okay lah I'll end here...
I'll make a slideshow and post all the pictures okay...
Around 180 of 'em... Haha!
Told ya I'm gonna take lots of pictures! =P
And I'll post some at facebook yea! OKAY BYE~~!!!

P.S. I LOVE 4E3!!!! =D and my boyfriend!

OH YES! I LOST 1 MORE KG!!! Wheee~!
You don't know how happy I am now! LOL!

I'm bored.

2009-06-14T16:43:00.002+08:00

HELLLLOOO SEMUA...! xD
Shit I'm dead bored. -.-
And I have 4 hours to waste! Sheesh!
What I'm thinking is...
Should I do my P.O.M project amendments?
Since I should be the most responsible in my group.. xD
This is why I do not like to be a leader. xD
I guess my mind wouldn't be on the project if I do it now...
So that's that.

Finally it's the chalet day! Whee~! Hahas!
Of coz I'm excited! Hehes...
I know most of my friends aren't coming... Haiz...
But the vital ones are there! =D
Even though my BFF isn't there... =(
Anyway... Tomorrow will be a tiring day I think...
Last night I didn't feel so well..
I don't know why... -.-
Luckily today I feel better...

OUH YAAA I NEED TO CHARGE MY CAMERA!
Okay done... Hehe!
I'm gonna miss my teddy bear for one night! Hahaha!
Gosh I talk like a baby... Hehe!
One night without sleep?
No big deal, I always sleep at 5... LOL!

Yesterday I watched a movie that I'm not supposed to. xD
Not porn lah dey! Haha!
Just M18... Ala... Only 1 year and 4 months away what... xD
Funny lah that movie!
Now, I'm just playing MSN Games with Shasha... Haha!
We're both dead bored... xD
She's making MSN scenes, and I'm blogging...
Urgh this sucks... I'm so bored! -.-
Okay lah... I want to play game with my bestie... xD
After this I will do my project a little...
Then I need to choose what to wear for chalet...
So... TOODLES!!
Take care everyone! =)

Our pictures!

2009-06-13T20:35:00.003+08:00

Ice cream!! =D

See! Got candle! LoL! Service so good,
the sauce bottles also they open for you... xD

The best soup ever or what!? xD

At Outram Park NEL... White & Black. =)

Damn we're chubby. Haha!

He printed me a love letter in black, pink and orange ink!

Awww... Hunny you're always trying to make me smile... =)

I guess, I've came out of my shell...

I'm no longer stuck in my past... =)

Get well soon dearest...

4th month celebration

2009-06-13T15:43:00.003+08:00

Okay here I am blogging about yesterday.
Surprising but true... I wore a dress.
I simply forgot when was the last time I wore one. xD
Anyway2... Yesterday was great lah!
Coz I've missed him so much...
There was a war between us...
All I needed was to see his face to feel better again. =)

We went to Vivo yet again... Haha!
Run out of ideas where to go... xD
Coz I'm restricted to go places like parks and beaches...
So yea we go to crowded places...
Talk about crowded lah eh... Haha!

Watched Drag Me To Hell...
I think I shouted the most and loudest in the cinema... LOL!
Because, I was afraid of blood...
And there's so much blood in the show! OMG! xP
AND THEY KILLED A KITTEN! NOOOOO~!
Okay that part I really screamed and heard nobody else screamed. xD
I'm a cat lover! What do you expect? Hehe!
We saw Shuhada and her boyfriend too...
The 2nd time I saw them...

We went to have lunch at Breeks...
Argh I love the Smoked Salmon Pasta! Hehehe! =D
The service was EXCELLENT!
One day you all should try lah eh...
Then got candle.. Haha! Romantic or what? LOL!
Then we were damn full lah can? xD

Since we went out around 3 PM or so...
Journey there almost took us an hour...
We spent time with each other for just a short while...
At least he didn't skip his Friday prayers to meet his girlfriend!
I'm so proud of him... Haha!
I reached home on the dot... 10.30 PM... Lucky. xD
Saw Kaye while we were in the train...
Gosh I miss him already... Hehehe!

We apologised to each other a lot yesterday...
I guess I was feeling too insecure and
like I do not trust him and all... So yea...
Oh well! Everything's okay already for now!
Our fourth month was hell seh... HELL I tell ya! xD

Nothing else to be said here... So bye!
Today never go out just chill at home,
webcam with my sweetheart! Hehe!
TOMORROW CHALET LAH SEY!
CHALET LAH SEY! 4E3 LAH SEY! Hehehe!
Yays! Hehehe! Okay lah! Bye2!!!

=D

2009-06-13T02:26:00.003+08:00

Urgh so sleepy... Hehe!
Just passing by to wish my Boyfriend
a Happy 4th Monthsary... Lucky we've stopped quarreling! xD
I'll give a brief overview about it tomorrow ok!
Sleepy ah! Actually today 13th June already..
Our 4th month was yesterday! xD
Shit ah, sleepy and hungry seh! =(

Mendak giler siol...

2009-06-11T22:45:00.010+08:00

HELLLLOOOO~!
Ehhh boring sia this holiday...
Almost everyday must stay at home alone! -.-
Today ehh... I'm crazy uh. xD
I wake up, smile2 to myself... LoL!
Biol.
Then I kept on singing and singing...
Like sooo happy like that... Haha!

So I chose what to wear for tomorrow's date
and also the CHALET!! Hehe...
Gonna just wear t-shirt for the 1st day...
Coz overnight there... Not sleeping...
Sure humid seh... Hehe
So the next day then I wear nice2 for the BBQ...
See first lah! Actually what to wear for chalet still undecided. =)
Pasal baju pon nak kecoh seh Rin... Hehe!
Then kan... My wardrobe (roboh)...broke? LOL!
English B3 only ah... Haha!
I was like laughing my ass off...
Too many clothes! Hahaha!

Then I just watched TV uh...
No life sak... Haha!
Then I went out alone to the shop...
Craving for peach tea... LoL!
I drank like 3/4 of the big bottle? LOL!
Urgh drunk with tea...
Eh sial ahhh I lost 4 kg sak WITHIN A WEEK! Haha!
HAPPY GILERRR!! OMGGGGG~! xD
Not diet ah... I've been crying a lot...
Since the exam week I always sleep late...
Must study mah... Then holiday where got sleep early one... xD
Then exam week also cry... Haha! Sedih hidop... LoL!
Then my meals are like...
Errr seriously not balanced ever since last monday...
Coz normal school days I surely eat properly in school..
Overall... Unhealthy weight loss. Hehe...
That explains why I keep on having these 'blackouts'...
If you don't know what that means, your problem..
OH YA GOT ONE HEALTHY WAY LAH...
EVERYDAY LATE FOR SCHOOL MAH! LOL.
Which means, I walk briskly everyday seh...
Then run up the bloody staircase of the overhead bridge...
Then run to the LT or tutorial class...
Bloody tiring lah seh! Haha! Every morning exercise! xD

Okay2 let's move along...
I cleared some of the clothes from my wardrobe...
It was soooo difficult! I love all of my clothes! =(
I threw one of my JYS uniform set...
One more I keep for memory... Hehe!
Took hours to clean my wardrobe... LoL!
Then went online...
Hey2 tomorrow is my 4th month with HIM...
After all those commotions, it's surprising we last this long! LOL! xD
I guess all relationships has its ups and downs..?
Since it's my first one, kinda difficult uh... Hehe..
Getting use to it? I think?
Okay lah... I need to sleep already!
OH MY GOD... I'm actually wearing a DRESS tomorrow? LoL!
Oh well.. I guess now's the time coz
any time soon I'm gonna wear scarf...Wear dress
also must wear pants... Hehe... So yea...
I won't be wearing tights and dress and then wear
long sleeves inside and then wear scarf...
Eee so minah tudung siol...!
With normal not tight pants can uh...
Kkaes GOOD NIGHT! AND BYE2!!

Wheee~! 3 more days to chalet including sunday!! WHEE~!
OH MY GOD FREAKIN' EXCITED! =D
Oh how can I forget...
My mum bought me this comforter set...
ORANGE, PINK, BLACK and green... OMG COOLNESS!
My sister chose it! Hehe! Good taste uh Along! =D
I think coz she took my 'How Well Do You Know Me' quiz..
Or she reads my blog... Hahas...

Oh ya pictures...

2009-06-11T03:13:00.002+08:00

The floral design is LOVED.

I LOVE THE KITCHEN THE MOST! xD

I like the cool lamp. LOL. And DUH! The TV! xD

Nice right? The sofa like mine, but mine is red! =D

Dining area...

Eh I want my own house uh!! Hehe!

But the colour must be pink & orange!!! =D

OKAY2 GOODNIGHT! Or Morning? xD

Just Needed Time.

2009-06-11T01:01:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone...
I'm so quiet today... Hehe...
Moody... I just needed time to be alone...
I'm okay already now...

First of all I would like to thank
all those people who has made me feel better..
Especially you Abang!! Hehe!
ADIK SAYANGGGG ABANG BANYAK2!! =P
And also to my best friends, Shasha and Diyana. Gerek uh korangz! =D
Okay2... Let's move on now...
And Abang, I love every single thing you said! LOL.
You know, I know, public don't know! ;)

I barely ate today...
Can't even finish a small quantity of food.. -.-
Like feel like puking ah after eating...No appetite...
So yea I just ate one chicken drumstick yesterday,
and have no idea what the hell I ate today.... xD
Please lah eh... This is not diet... xD

Slept at 5 AM last night...
I'm almost completing my Sepi Merindumu...!
It's the 4th song I've made uh... Hehe!
Left the ending also... Haiyoh...
I always stuck with ending one... -.-
Nevermind... Not the time yet...
But Sepi Merindumu must be completed A.S.A.P..
I have my reasons. =)

Today didn't do much ah...
My sister's house so nice sia!
Go there also what did I do? Cry. LoL...
But for a short while only uh...
Watched TV... Then my bro called me...
After he put down the phone about almost an hour later...
I was already at my house...
Then went online uh... Since only left me & dad at home...

So now, both me & my guy gained one enemy.
I guess that's a fair deal...
I guess I have to be patient...
And be patient... And be patient...

EHHHH TAK SABAR NYER NAK GI CHALET! xD
I am SO taking ALOT of pictures...! Wheee~! Hahas!
RINDUUUU SANGAT2 4E3! Hehe!
Okay laaaahhhh I told my guy I'm sleeping at 1,
but I'm still blogging. LoL! xD
Okaysssss BYEEEE~!

3 more daysssss....~!!! Wheee~! xD

Gambarzzz

2009-06-10T00:00:00.003+08:00

Nice right the bed sheet?! Wheee~! Pink and purple!
[OMG MUM WANNA MAKE ME A BUILT-IN WARDROBE!]
[PINK AND ORANGE AND MIRRORS LAH SIOL!] xD

YAY!! My own sofa! But red uh... Not my fave colour.
I'm still happy though.. I'm sitting on it now! xD
AND THERE'S MY CUTIE BABY TAZZY! =D

The bed. I caught 1 bed bug already. Haha! Talk about fast. -.-

Nice seh! I LOIKE. =)

And goshhh I'm so touched by my brother's concern seh...

I'm very sure he read my blog,

that's why out of the blue suddenly ask me to call

him if I need someone to talk to...

I almost cried ah so touched! LOL! xD

See? That's why I say don't mess with me...

My brother will kill you. LOL! Just kidding! xD

And I finally met Diy? Haha!

Macam siak lepak until 11 PM... xD

So late sia... Haha! Skali skaler... =P

Hmm...

2009-06-09T20:15:00.002+08:00

Helo... 2nd update of the day...
It has been a busy day today... Hehs.
Cleaning up my room, coz my bed and sofa is coming...
Ok it has arrived. I LOVE MY BED & SOFA! xD
The matress so bouncy! Hehe!
Later I post the pictures!

Today my heart feels so uneasy... Haiz...
Keep on losing focus on the things I'm doing...
I don't know lah... I knwo I should be excited and all
bacause of these new stuffs I got...
but I can't, I just cried a few hours ago...
I don't know why I just can't stay happy for long...
Someone just have to make me cry... Haiz...
Thanks Diy and Flare for being there for me... =)
I think I'm okay already now...
My heart is already broken anyway....
Nothing is changed or worsen...

Whatever with the sadness...COUNTDOWN....
5 more days to chalet!!!! OH MY GOD!!!! =D
I'm gonna have a BLAST! xD
All those classmates I've missed so much...
I MISS YOU GUYS 4E3!!!!
The best class EVER! =D
I think I can cure my heartbreak by mixing with my friends! =)
I'm wearing black!! Hehes...
I just bought that blouse lah... Of coz must wear it! Hehe!
EXCITED!!! hahas...

Okay lah... I've gotta go and buy bed sheet already!
BYE2 SAYANGS!!! Hehe! =D

FUCK.

2009-06-09T11:06:00.006+08:00

Good morning readers!
This is an exclusive news...
That's why I blog in the morning...
I'm feeling quite neutral uh...
Gosh yesterday's dream come true,
continued as another dream in my sleep!
Haha! If only THAT dream comes true. xD
Okay2 let's move along.

Last night I slept around 3.30 AM...
From 3-3.15 AM I just spent my time crying. Fuck.
Okay what's up? At first I was okay uh...
Then I felt like what's going on is simply too much ah.
I commented on someone's facebook wall.
If people know me well, some of my jokes are actually threats.
So yea in other words I threatened someone.
Not threatened to kill or what lah... xD
IF IT WASN'T FOR THAT 'DREAM COME TRUE',
I don't think I could stop crying.
Seriously dude, you have crossed the border.
It's not that I don't trust you anymore,
but if you are really trustworthy,
you wouldn't even let that pose happen in the first place.

Seriously ah fucking pissed off sia.
No censored for vulgarities today, coz I'm really angry!
You want him so much?
GI AMEK AH! AKU TAK HERAN LA DEY!
And YOU, bukak mata besar2 siket ah!
Typical guys siak, girls wanna rest on the shoulder then allow.
I think I've told you MORE than once.
You know me only for a few months...
So you have not seen the ugly side of me.
You mess with me again, I can break your heart
into a million pieces if I want to.
Oh yea, what's the point anyway,
coz the girl can cheer you up in school. Fuck lah.

I think I'm being too nice too you.
So I'll be even nicer...
From now onwards, don't have to tell me where you're going and all ah.
You want to have a 'spare tyre' also, GO AHEAD.
I know in your mind you guys are just friends,
but look at the way she poses with you! Is she thinking the same way?
I DON'T THINK SO.
Whatever uh from now on,
you can take any poses with any girls,
and SAME GOES FOR ME WITH ANY GUYS.
So it's fair right? I don't need your explanations uh.
"They are older, don't worry"... YA! That helps! -.-

And the fucking spammer who spams my tag board...
Keep on saying I'm ugly, well YOU'RE FUGLY!
Get it? FUGLY FUCKING FAGGOT!
I've deleted that tag... No life sia these people...
And I don't know what's your point ah...
If you're jealous that you can't get my boyfriend or anything,
eh just tell me lah eh... We're not married anyway,
you don't have to insult me to get him!
But before getting him, GET A LIFE FIRST! -.-

Pictures!

2009-06-09T02:10:00.003+08:00

Big Gulp advertiser. xD

The orange pot! Nice seh! I see pink too! xD

I love my mama! Haha!

Birthday mummy! With little Fiqry! xD

Seriously speaking, delicious sia this coffee cake! xD

HAPPY KE PERR... xD

2009-06-09T01:24:00.005+08:00

Wassup peepz?! Hehes...
Today was indeed a greatttt day! =P
Coz one of my dream came true!
All I need was 'sardine-ness'... Hahaha!
Okay whatever... xD
Seriously seh... Happy nyer aku! LOL!
Later, one more dream coming true...
MY OWN ROOM/BED/SOFA... OMG!!!! =D

Today in the day nothing happened uh...
Feels so good to sleep 12 hours. LOL!
Freakin' hungry lah siot...
Coz I barely ate yesterday... Haha!
I drank milk only... Hehe...
Ok which means I didn't even eat. Chis...
I was awaken by a weird/funny dream... haha!
Did nothing ah seriously...
Apart from playing Sims 3 on my sister's iTouch?
I have no life? LoL! No lah...
OH YES! It was mum's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMAKU YANG TERSAYANG! =D
Eh so happy seh she allow me to stay over at the chalet.
At first it was a no, then it became a yes. WHEEE~! xD
My sistersaid she wanted to come along,
when she didn't even know what we were talking about. hahaha!
My whole family crazy one... Hehe! But I love them! xD
But I'm the craziest... LoL!

Then went online for a while...
Eh did I say in the previous post my song is almost complete?
I didn't eat and all coz I was completing my song...
Still not complete uh... Only left the last verse...Yay!
It's a very very slow song... hehe!
One day I am SO compiling all the songs I've made! =D
My OWN album lah kan... Hehe!
I need to work with others also lah...
Like my bestie, Shasha, and my brother (eh ajar main guitar ah! xD).
Shasha and a SINGER (eh singer siot! Jealous tak? LoL!),
made a song, and Shasha told me to sing the song...
I won't tell you who the singer is! *bluek* =P
None of the singapore idol uh, that's one thing...
And definitely not Aliff Aziz... He's a singer? Not in my eyes. xD

I went to Courts/Giant at night with my family...
Wasn't so fun at first... LoL...
Just felt insulted for a sec... Hehee...
But then okay already luh...
At Giant damn tired sia!
Play catching with my nephew Fiqry!
He was like not tired at all, and I was panting like a dog? xD
Then one part got ah this guy...
Around my age or younger? Don't care la!
Kept on looking at me sia... -.-
I thought he looking at his fren or what, but nobody near me sia...
Sheesh... Creepazoid...
And my sis said he was trying to attract my attention.
Seriously... NOT attracted. xD
Obviously I don't know him coz I have less than
20 malay guy friends, how can I forget
how these people look like. xD
Then went home around 11.30 PM.
Late or what sia... Haha! xD

Reached home only go online. Haha!
Chat with a few people...
People who thinks I can sing well... LoL!
And I get this "Why didn't go for Singapore Idol auditions?"
again... By so many different people already.
Peepz... Low-profile ah... No contests for me! xD
And now I'm trying to learn how to sing the song Shasha made.
Eh nice seh the song... I sing become nicer. LOL!
Just kidding lah... Haha!

Ouh yea at Giant I saw this orange pot...
Eh nice seh the orange! Hehehe!
Favourite colour akuuuu~! =D
Eh I talk so much ah!
3 more days my 4th month already sehh...
So fast!!! Haha! [Eh the way I say it like I'm pregnant seh!]
FOURTH MONTH with my boyfriend lah... LoL!
And I got a new song coming up... Yay! xD
that shall be the 4th song... =D
Okay lah!!! Gotta go!
Tomorrow must wake up at 9 AM sia...
Sedih hidup... Haha!
But I'll sleep at 2 AM! I wanna sing! xD
GOOD NIGHT! BYEEEEEEEEEE~! =D

Eh amacam leh lupa sak....
Thaqif accepted my friend request on Facebook! Yay! haha!
Eh his birthday just 2 days after mine seh! Hahaha!
But I'm one year younger uh... WHO CARES! xD
It's not like I'm interested... xD

Luahan hatiku...

2009-06-07T17:40:00.003+08:00

Alamak jiwang seh title... LoL.
WELL2... I'm dead bored. B.O.R.E.D.
Eh I never blog seh yesterday!
Two days... I'm so jiwang...

As expected, my back became worse when I woke up.
Haha! Nobody even told me to sleep at 5 AM... xD
Chat with Shasha until 5 AM...
As if we didn't talk enough in the day...
What to do? I can't even sleep!
My back was in such pain!
And at 4++ I sneezed and the pain was like KCUF! -.-
I actually screamed uh... Hahaha!
Lucky nobody woke up... Hehee
Okay2 NEXTTTT...
In the day I was like alone at home most of the time..
Who gives a shit...
I got menstrual cramps anyway... Rather stay indoors...
While I was washing the dishes... I hear songs in my head...
OMG A NEW SONG! Hahaha!
So I sang it over and over again...
And I wrote it down...
Yea I write songs alright... Hehe
Hidden talent. LOL! xD
It's a Malay song again... Called "Tanpa Dirimu"
Translation... Without You.
I might change the title again... Hahas...
I freaking love it lah kan! xD
So far I only have the 1st verse and bridge...
It's under constructions... =D
And I'll only let certain people hear it! =)
At night gave mum her present...She loved it! YAY!
And today she's wearing it! Haha!
I have no idea why she wears a watch at home though... xD

Okay today, I was 30 minutes late for Madrasah...
Whatever lah still on time for my test...
I finished it within 5 minutes? LOL.
Then went home around 12.40 PM...
Until now ah rotting... Haha!
But I had fun chatting with some people... Haha!
Chat with a lot of people actually...
I sang some songs to practice my vocals...
I know I'm not performing anymore...
But it's for my own pleasure ah...
If I sing terrible... Not good you know! xD
I guess now I have to stop here...
I wanna continue writing my song...
Or maybe new songs...
Next Friday is my 4th month with dear...
Maybe I should make him a song? LoL!
I've made songs for my old crushes,
but I never make one for my own boyfriend... Haha!
No inspirations yet uh...
Got some songs... But I'll just sing, then I forget. xD
One thing for sure, I'll never publish my songs online. =)
Okay lahhh I've gotta go now!! BYE!! =)

Sometimes I wonder... And think of my old thinking concept...
I always don't want to have a boyfriend...
And the promise was, I can have a boyfriend after my O's...
And just months after my O's I'm attached. =S
With someone I least expect...
Seriously seh I didn't like my boyfriend back in secondary school. xD
To me, when he kept on turning back
and looking at me, was very annoying. LOL!
I agreed to take a photo with him during graduation day
also for one cause... I won't be seeing him ever again. xD
Skali he became my boyfriend ah sia! Haha!
Almost every week I see him at least once. xD
I was so confident I would end up with someone else...
So were everyone else...
But you know... It's all fated.
Expect the unexpected as they say. xD
I'm still wondering...
How would life be like if I'm single now...
Gosh... Life would be wild... Haha!
Or maybe still in the lala land stuck with one crush? xD
Oh well... I don't regret having a boyfriend...
I learnt alot... And the feeling of being loved
instead of devoted to someone without response
is wonderful! GREAT! xD
Ok I'm being random. xD

Gambar nih...

2009-06-06T04:18:00.005+08:00

Muke tak perlu, aku tau... xD
Seriously I don't care what judgements people make... =)

2 Geeks? Haha! Both my specs...
But he's wearing the one I wear to school...

Actually the true fact only one geek uh... Me.. xD

Dah bez exam aper lagiii lepak uhhh... xD

My favourite hangout venue! Esplanade!

Me & The silly faces I make... LoL!

Oh YES! I love shopping! Haha! Someone spotted us at Bugis?
I don't know who coz he knows how I look like,

but I don't know how he looks like... xD

Some old friends of mine uh... Add at MSN but never chat. xD

I love this photo!! xD

Standard gak.. Mac 'N Cheese!!! =D

I shared that with my boyfriend... Romantic? NOT.

Haha! His parents are opposite us? xD

EXAMS OVER BEB!

2009-06-06T02:11:00.002+08:00

WOHOOO~! EXAMS OVER!!!
And here I am to update on the days I miss out...
Actually no uh... Haha! I'm uodating about
my meet-his-parent session and today!
I shall start with the PAST.
Oh by the way... I've been listening to Thaqif's covers uh...
Sial ah... Melting sia! His voice freaking nice siot! xD
Minus point... He looks super geeky...
WHO CARES! HIS VOICE IS HEAVENLY! o.o...
Eh not easy okay for a local Malay voice to melt my heart! xD

So what happened last Saturday?
Can't elaborate much coz I forgot... xD
Eh 1 week already sia...
I remembered I was super duper nervous...
Semi-emo uh coz I was stressed over school stuff also...
I was sooooo quiet during the lunch...
We ate at Swensen's... I know! So expensive...
I feel so akward seh, first time already eat at expensive place...
felt like eating fries only sia... Hahaha!
Coz I already ate pizza at home...Full sia...
Overall I think his family was friendly and all...
Difficult for me lah since I come from a shy family... LOL.
Then we went separate ways...
Me & dear went to watch Monsters Vs. Aliens....
EH GREAT SHOW SEH... Haha!
"He's a man! Just look at his boobs!"... LOL! Something like that la...
I forgot the actual line... xD
Didn't get to spend much time with him...
After movies straight away went home...
Haha we're a good couple... Be home by 8.30 PM latest. xD
I don't wanna get scoldings, he don't wanna leave bad impressions.
I remember I saw Judy! Haha!

Ok today!!
The easiest paper of the week...
Unfortunately I had insufficient time to complete the paper
and was utterly disappointed with myself...
Saw my 2 line post before this? Yeap...
I was also distracted by that...
Common sense lah what happened!
Cannot be coz I quarrelled with my father right? xD
I didn't have such a good sleep the night before...
I was having my gastrics...
So I started to become weak...Stomach hurt like !@#$...
Then I cannot write fast...
Seriously I know the facts well seh... Haiz...
Nevermind... Insya'Allah can pass...

Then like all the way my heart was crying uh...
I just try to overcome that feeling with happiness...
I just laughed and joked a lot with my bestie, Shasha...
We went for breakfast at Mac...Then we played bowling...
First I was okay uh... Hahas... I lost lah overall...
I got over 138 I think... Shasha got 147 was it? I forgot..
I lost focus in the second game
when I saw lots of ITE guys...
My mind is not in the game already...
AND NOT INTO THOSE GUYS HELLO...
It's like I don't know uh I suddenly think about my guy..
All those memories uh...
I was like soooooo close to crying...
But I just held back my tears...
I think I've cried enough the previous night...
I REALISED I DIDN'T CRY TODAY! Yay! Hehe!
Well these few days I've been crying a lot lately...
Maybe I'm stressed, or simply have my own reasons... =P
So the result was, kept on getting gutter...
At least got one strike seh! Haha!
Note to self: Don't play bowling when broken hearted.

I played two games...
The last throw for the 1st game, I heard a crack sound at my back
when I threw the ball... and then the pain comes.
Shit. The backache has returned..
I've been having this backache since March seh... -.-
It comes and go... But the come is way longer than the go. x(
I went to the doctor, he said muscle...
But I don't think so uh...
I wanna go for an X-ray one day...
Seriously uh... It has been too long...

Many more incidents that happened today
which made my condition more worse uh...
Whatever uh with my backache... Fed up siol... -.-
Then went to Interchange with Shasha...
We bought our mothers' presents...
Then we just window-shopped...
Shasha bought shades... I didn't buy anything...
Then we went to my house...
After I prayed...And seriously changed my looks...
Haha I looked sick when I went to school...
Before going to school I look in the mirror ah...
Gosh I look depressed... Haha!
Didn't bother to even put on eyeliner...
But before going out I put on some makeup uh...
Since I'm going to town...

Went to Bugis... Entered Iluma for the first time...
Wow new mall and so empty.... Nice. xD
They are terrible in marketing and retailing la oi! xD
They need people with RETAIL MANAGEMENT diploma
to help them promote their mall... EHEM! Kan? Kan? xD
Then we went to chill/lepak at my favourite
hang out place which is Esplanade...
We set there for a very long time? LOL!
We wanna know more about each other lah...
Not VERY long time uh... Quite okay...
Coz I lepak longer with Mai before... Nyehehe! xD
I learnt LOTS of stuffs from Shasha!
That's why I LOOOVVVEEE to hear her stories! Haha!
Coz my friends all innocent decent types...
Don't know anything about these stuffs...
So when I got a friend who knows more about
the wilder side of life... Wah so fun to hear! Haha!
I'd be so interested in the convo ah... xD Jakun sak...

Then we went home...
Shasha spilled her drink at a wrong place... Haha! xD
Overall I had a blast uh, ignoring the backache that is...
Thanks for the great day Shasha...
You stay strong aites!
You told me not to be emo right? Haha!
Stay cheerful as always ok! Don't be sad...
Take it as a challenge from God okay babe! =)

I want to sleep already ahhh...
Okay ah I post the pictures then go to sleep...
tomorrow got 4e3 meeting seh...
malas nyer aku nak bangon pagi!!
Why 12 PM seh... 2 PM AH! xD
I wake up at 12 seh...
See ah! Holiday also must wake up early... -.-
Okay2... Gotta go! BYEEEEE~!
One more paper to go... RELIGIOUS CLASS!

...

2009-06-04T16:30:00.000+08:00

Are you tired of me already...?
Sorry...

Hmm...

2009-06-02T13:59:00.003+08:00

Seriously... I'm in such a dilemma...
Am I really ready to wear the scarf...
I mean, yea it's compulsory...
And we all don't have much time left in this world...
I don't feel like I'm ready...
But do I have much time left to repent afterward?
Okay how about...
I go to school like normal...
but outside school I wear? Urgh! I don't know!
People might think otherwise of me... =S
Should start slow... First of all..
Reduce on my tight shirts... Difficult seh...
Almost all tight... xD

I said I won't blog but I'm dead bored
and hate to revise CSA...So I blog.
2 papers are done...
POM was okay lah...
Microeconomics, I have a feeling I might do well for it.
Since it is my MOTT FAVOURITE subject!
Hopefully lah... Insya'Allah...
Half way through the paper I got stomach ache...
Shit sia... Totally lost concentration!
Around 5 minutes or so I was okay already...
After this I'm gonna pray, eat medicine,
and have a short nap before I revise CSA...
I'm having a cold... Sheesh! I sneeze like...
UNCOUNTABLE NUMBER OF TIMES!
Irritating ah when I keep on sneezing during the exam! -.-

I was supposed to go to the clinic
to seek treatment for my eyes...
but I couldn't be bothered, so yea... Hehe!
I think it's a waste of money and time! =)
I rather spend the time sleeping...
than bore myself to death waiting for the number!
Goosshhhh I can't stop thinking about 4E3's Chalet!
I'm so excited for it!!!
I hope it'll be a blast! Whee~! xD

Went out with Mai yesterday...
We saw OM Tan... OMG... Haha!
Still wear smart clothings with running shoes... LoL!
Seriously, call the fashion police... xD
Saw Natasha and some other juniors...
Who are currently seniors in JYSS... DUH~! haha!
I still remember the time when I took my Malay O's...
I remember I didn't went home straight after school..
HAHA! Biaserrrr jugakkk!! xD
All the best for the results sec 4s!
I love my Malay result only... LoL!
Coz it's the only A, sadly.. xD
Rabakk perr... haha! well, I'm still grateful. =)
At least I'm in my beloved TP already kan? =D

Anyway, there's a slight change in plans... Haha!
I'm going to my sister's house for a while...
Maybe I go home first after that...
Sick lah dey...
ARGHH! TOMORROW CSA! Mati, mati... Tentu mati... xD
Okay lah all the best for the exams peepz!
3 more days! Go Go Go!!!!
After that.... ENJOY AH!! [and finish up your projects please! x)]

Jealous much?

2009-05-29T16:29:00.002+08:00

To the anonymous tagger...
Seriously, are you like jealous of me or something?
First of all, it's my blog, my problem uh.
Secondly, as a Muslim...
I have to tell you this coz I think you're plain dumb
and have no proper Muslim friends around you.
We are not allowed to shave unless it makes us look weird.
I don't think I look weird coz I KNOW
I'm not the only one on Earth who has facial hair.
A few people that I know, such as my religious teacher
has facial hair to, but she doesn't care
and can even teach people.
And I won't do something that my God forbids me to do
just because some jealous person told me to...
What I care most now is my religion, and not people like you.
If it bothers you that I'm ugly... Don't visit my blog anymore.
At least I'm grateful of everything that Allah has given me,
and I'm not embarassed of anything that I have,
that is different from others.
I'm ugly, but I still have a boyfriend.
Because people don't judge me by looks, but from within me.
For people with a heart like yours...
I think even if you look like a supermodel...
With that kind of heart...
People will just overlook your looks. But in a negative manner.
Even if you get someone good-looking,
that person probably just wanna use you.
And if everyone in the world looks the same...
Wouldn't it be a hideous world itself?
So next time, think before you speak. Think.

2nd post

2009-05-27T20:59:00.004+08:00

Hello... This is my second post of the day!
Gosh... The condition of my eye worsen after a short nap.
I just had to take a nap...
I felt so tired and the pain from my sore eye
led to a headache...
There was an emotional break down for me a while ago...
Just when I think I've stopped crying...
I'll cry again... And again... And again...
I feel all alone...Haiix...

Anyway, I realised when I woke up from my 30 minutes nap,
I actually cried in my sleep. xD
Maybe because I cried non-stop before I sleep...
Or maybe my dream was just soooo sad. x)
Someone actually sang to me Meraung by Newboyz, and cried
after he saw me with my boyfriend? Hahaha!
OMG... I really cried in the dream... Hahaha!
But that is IMPOSSIBLE to happen. xD
Not hoping for it to happen la...
But it was just a dream... Hahas!
Funny and sad at the same time... x)
Gosh i must be the most hideous girl in TP right now
with this swollen left eye! -.-

Gosh I'm so pissed about my project...
Got lah this one project... Irritating siot... -.-
Waste my time doing! SHEEEEESHHH!
I hope I get well soon... Hopefully by Sunday
coz I'm wearing scarf to Madrasah, can't hide my eye with my hair,
and I can't wear eyeliner coz I wanna pray later on....
So yea... It better get well soon...
I'm not going online until 7th June.
Unless I have project to do...
Which is most unlikely...
I wanna concentrate on my exams...
Anyway, there's no more fun going online.
It's just a waste of time...
Okay lahh... I'll guess that's it...
I'm not in a good shape, nor mood...
I have to complete my project
and also my tutorial questions and then revise.
So I'll update soon aites! Toodles... =)

And I wanna thank my buddy, Shasha,
for cheering me up today...
Even though she teased me with a guy I SO don't like... xD
She made me laugh though. =)

Haixx..

2009-05-27T14:39:00.004+08:00

SHIT! I failed my Excel test! -.-

It better be the ONLY test I fail seh...

Haiz... I got no mood seh...

Eh my stomach growling I don't know why... xD

I'm so disappointed can? Urgh!

Nevermind2.. Next term I do better..

I'm so bored right now...

In the library, using my lappy with Shasha...

Gonna leave soon for Econs lecture...

I couldn't really sleep last night...

Stressed about the test and some other stuffs...

My mind is really bothered... =S

I need a break... seriously...

After exam, I don't wanna go out so often...

I'll just sit at home and unwind my complicated thoughts!

Gosh... Why am I so vengeful?

It's not that I want to...

But it comes in by itself...

Get over it Kirin... -.-

Okay now is 2.47 PM...

Lucky got my friend to encourage me about this Excel thing...

If not, I guess I'd just be down...

OMG I LOVE MY FRENZ! xD

OH NOOOO~!

2009-05-26T20:49:00.002+08:00

Oh my goodness!!!
My back hurts again!! *cries*
Looks like no gym for me for the next 2 weeks...
Haiz... What the hell is up with my back seh...
I hope it gets well soon...
And my eye is not getting any better...
And I'm meeting new people this Saturday...
With an ugly eye... OMG!
I supposed to meet my dear's family...
OMG! He totally don't allow me to have emo hair...
Then how to cover my eye!? -.-
Goodness... I'm so nervous...
There they are a very friendly family...
And here I am, a very shy girl... Shoots...!
Hopefully everything will be fine...
I have to study before I go out though...

Anyway, today school was okay lah...
I was considered letargic,
but don't wanna show it...
Coz of the insufficient rest that I get...
Mum said my eye like this coz of my emo hair!
LIKE NOOO~! -.-
Thanks for the lollipop Shasha! hehe!
POM was okay lah...
So happy that my tutor likes the description of the restaurant
I made for my POM project... LOL
Then break, just ate instant noodles...
Then went for Econs tutorial...
As usual, I had fun... Hehe! Nothing much to be learnt today.
Then went home..
Sleep. xD
Very very tired lah I don't know why...
Woke up, with a terrible back ache... -.-
Might be bcause I ran to school... -.-
[Please tell me I'm exempted from 3rd year NAPHA! xD]
Hahahas! It would be a blessing if that happens! LOL!
I don't need NAPHA to be a designer!

Oh shit I'm so dead for tomorrow's Excel test...
I'm sorry but I'll fail this test badly...
I'll do my best for CSA Theory test... Next week...
Shit sia... I hate Excel. -.-
The teacher eh... Mintak kene buang keje sak! Ajar mepek! -.-
Seriously sia... CAN WE CHANGE TEACHER?! -.-
Nevermind... Failure is the mother of success..! hahaha! Macam paham.
I guess I'll stop here?
I'm praticing Excel now...
I will be sleeping early tonight... By 1 AM...
That's considered early... Hehe!
I can't be late mah tomorrow..
And all these while I'm late for CSA... HAHA!
So I told my boyfriend to wake me up...
Coz nobody in my house is gonna wake me up... xD
Since sec 3 uh everyday wake up myself...
If late, then too bad lor... o.o... xD
OKAY HERE I STOP! BYE! =D
All the best for CSA test tomorrow 1R02!!
Can't wait for 7th June ECP Trip!! =D

Night At The Museum 2

2009-05-25T22:21:00.004+08:00

Finally get to meet my bestie again!

My 'uniform' n her uniform. Hehe!

Besties Forever!

Deciding where to eat... End up, never eat. xD

Reen & Shasha! CSA is SO boring.

Spaghetti & Fish Cutlet. My breakfast, lunch & dinner. (:

I look so white due to the dumb flash... -.-

Last night, trying out my outfit for today. x) Sempat...

Hey peepz! This is my 700th post! WOWWW~! xD
Anyway, that's not a big deal...
So many pictures right today?
It's because I'm super vain today, I don't know why. xD
Anyway, let's start with today's events...

I was 8 minutes late for lecture... Whatever... Haha!
My sandal strap snap. Shitto.... -.-
Elynn suggested I just pull the whole thing out...
And so I did. Haha! One side with 4 straps, the other with 3. xD
RA1 lecture still okay lah...
Then break went to Flavours...
Lots of laughter going on between me & Shasha lah today...
We ate and forgot to look at the time. Kwang3... xD
We ate Western Food... There's my picture up there...
Delicious stuff there! Only $4..! Wow.. Hehe!
Then rushed for CSA lecture...
Which was SO boring...
Me & Shasha had stomach ache but I think mine was worse. xD
We drank the same milk... Must be the milk. -.-
Then went home after that since POM meeting cancelled.

Quite disappointed that on the way home I didn't see Mr Ang...
Then at home I helped my mum pluck some bean sprouts...
Then we went out...
AND I SAW MR ANG!! Hehe!
I shout out for him but I don't think he heard...
So I ran after him... Haha!
So yea we talked all the way...
Oh my gosh Mr Ang! I Miss You SUPER MUCH! Haha!
I said I got exams la, so can't perform for Teachers' Day...
He still insists that I perform... Aiyoo...
I pity him la... I really don't wanna let him down...
I guess it'll be my last big performance? We'll see...
Maybe I should just make a CD and give him? OMG I DUNNO!! >.<
I hope to see him again real soon! Hehe!

Then went to the furniture store with my mum...
The china lady who works there was friendly...
But I couldn't understand what she says! xD
This chair has a storage area la beneath it...
She said.. "This chair has story"...
I thought the height of the chair can be lifted...
I thought she meant by 'storey' or whatever la...
Then she lift the thing up, got STORAGE....
Then i said la.. OH LER... Got STORAGE.... Hahaha!
Basket sak Kirin... xD
Then I saw this pink sofa bed... OMG!
IT'S GORGEOUS!! $200!!! We didn't buy though...
I'd rather have a proper bed, with pink bed sheet! hehe!
Mum bought me a super single wooden bed frame... VERY NICE.
And the matress also... $140 and $199 respectively....
And sh bought me a 2-seater sofa! OMG!
Talk about dream come true!
I've always wanted a sofa in my room! Haha!
It's red in colour... Not my favourite colour...
But the only one left... So what the heck... Only $80...
Thanks A LOT mum! I'm so happy! Hehe!
After exams, I'm gonna design my room on paper...
And then I'm gonna start working on it! Hehe!
I need to design a grafitti of my name too...
To be painted on the HOT PINK WALL... OMG! Cool or what?! xD
I'm so excited!!! Okay2... then I went to meet Mai... I was late.

Went to watch Night at The Museum 2 with Mai...
It was WORTH IT! haha! SO HILARIOUS!!
We just ate this Vanilla Wafer I bought...
MY FAVOURITE! Hahas!
I laughed A LOT sia... Hahas! Really2 funny!
The guy who sat beside me... OMG...
Such a bad breath he has!
I was like... Arhhh shit.... -.- *covers nose*
Then after movies, took some pictures,
lepak at the park for a while and headed home..
The MRT journey was rough and scary sia!
I thought the MRT was gonna topple over or something!
SUPER SCARY I TELL YOU!
Just ask Maizurah if you don't believe me! xD

I guess that's all the fun for today...
I have to do my Marketing project now, so... TOODLES! =)

Projects, exam, project, EXAM. -.-

2009-05-24T17:52:00.005+08:00

YOOOOO~!!! Ahh today's such a boring day... -.-

I couldn't wake up sia this morning...

OH MY GAWDDDD SO SLEEPYYY~! xD

I slept at 3 AM for God's sakes doing the Excel shit...

TALKING ABOUT GOD...

OH MY GOD! It's 6.09 PM...

I'M LATE FOR MY PRAYERS!! Be Right Back!!

6.21 PM... I'm backkk~! Hehehe!

The cause of delaying my prayers was also my project...

Sheesh... Lucky I looked at the time...

ANYWAY...

I still went for my religious class...

I won't skip lah... Only once coz super tired liao..

Today's lesson was about Prophets...

Nice lah all the stories and all... =D

Laughed a lot lah today during the class...

A lot of jokes here and there... Hehe!

I enjoyed every second of it! =)

Next2 week got test seh... Rabak sak...

1-5 June, School Term Test... 7 June, Madrasah Test. -.-

Then went for prayer... Rushing to wear my scarf back ah...

Then the pin broke! Alamakkk...

I was already late for the prayer sia!

So I just wear anyhow and rushed to the praying area! xD

Stupid sia that brooch! -.-

I think one guy from my class was from EVPS...

WAH SEH!! He's from Temasek JC sia now! SO CLEVER! xD

I also Temasek! POLY!! =P

I think highly of my school ok! xD

A lot of ustazah like to say about 'covering up'

if you know what I mean...

So I'm like brainwashed a bit lah...

Maybe I won't wait until I enter the U to wear scarf...

What if I die a day before entering the U?

Then I don't have a chance to repent right?

Maybe I wear next year?

It's the darling clothes I have!!! I love 'em too much! xD

Seriously if my mum wanna sponsor a new wardrobe,

I'd wear tudung tomorrow onwards sia! xD

But nahh I can dream on for that to happen. xD

I have so few long sleeve... -.-

Singapore humid mah... Of coz a lot t-shirts lah... xD

I should start shopping for long sleeve shirts!

Actually can wear long sleeve with t-shirt outside la...

But my t-shirts are mostly tight.. Hehe...

It's inappropriate to wear with scarf... =X

I don't know eh... I just think I look good in scarf.

HAHA PRASAN! xD [At least wearing scarf is a good thing!!]

[Rather than I say I look good in bikini right? -.-]

I got my gastric pains again today...

Should be because yesterday my first meal was at 9.30 PM. xD

And that leads to... Heartburn. 'Yay'... -.-

Anyway, my bro came just now...

He gave me some tips for Excel! Gerek ah! xD

Now my life a little easier...

My bro-in-law lend me his iPod suddenly...

I was surprised ah why he suddenly lend me...

Coz I didn't even asked for it... LOL...

He told me to listen to BFMV songs that I couldn't get...

Awww... SO thoughtful of you! =D

Nice seh the songs! Jealous seh I don't have them! Hmph!

Right now I'm all alone at home...

Ya lor so lonely... Actually still doing Excel.. Haha!

Only that I'm taking a break for a while...

This is my 699th post! A LOT SIOT! xD

Realised my daily post now all have pictures?

Better than before right? So plain and all words...

I guess it's better for readers and for me...

For me coz if I wanna remember those memories..

At least got picture! Hehe!

Anyway, I'm gonna make new memories tomorrow!

I'm called crazy... Because exam is drawing near,

but I'm gonna watch a movie with my bestie... -.-

There might be some changes in plan

if I suddenly realise the responsibilities I have to deal with now. xD

OH YA! TPSE called me just now...

Interview for Sub. Comm.... Hehe...

Not interested anymore uh...

No CCA busy like &*^%... With CCA HOW SIA?!

And I won't be performing anymore... I think. xD

Coz yea... It's like going against the Muslim law... =X

The reason why I cancelled my plan on joining Divo Diva...

Divo Diva is this singing CCA in TP la...

And yar! That time I saw this guy...

I think around my age ah...

Crossed zebra crossing, raised up his right hand... xD

OMG... Never before seen... Haha!

Ok lah I was rude to laugh when he's just a few inches away from me.

It was kinda obvious I laughed at him. =X

Don't know ah if he thinks that I'm crazy,

laughing to myself when nobody is around me... xD

OK LAH! I'll stop here! BYE~! =)

Pictures!

2009-05-24T00:32:00.003+08:00

OMG I'M SO CHUBBY! >.<

Waste Of Time.

2009-05-23T22:48:00.003+08:00

Went to Masjid Darul Makmur for some religious stuff just now.
OH MY GOD... What a waste of time! -.-
Shasha ah drag me there! =P
Hahas! Okay lah... the games were super lame...
But we had some fun... Hahas..
It's for people who never entered a mosque before...
Eh come on ah... I visit the mosque at least once a week. -.-
So yea, it didn't serve any purpose for me,
all those lame activities... -.-
There's this one girl, my age ah...
WAH FROM NUS HIGH SIA!! OMGGGG~!!
So clever?!! haha! She's friendly too! Hehes..
I forgot her name though... LoL!
Then me and Shasha left after Maghrib prayers...
Then outside the mosque there was this super cute cat!
OMG!! IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL!
Like greyish and white... OMG!! ADORABLE!! xD
Then went to Northpoint for a while...
The sushi there so cheap seh!!! NOT FAIR!! =(
Then took 969 home...

Oh ya I didn't tell you my journey there...
I saw Shuhada with her boyfriend at Interchange...
I guess it's her first time seeing me in scarf... Hahas...
She looked surprised... xD
Then kan... I was so bodoh lah seh... Haha!
I was unhappy with SOMEONE... So I couldn't think straight...
I was supposed to take the bus, but i go and enter the MRT.
I tap already, then I was like...
WHAT AM I DOING HERE? Hahahahaa!
Then I rushed to the bus station! Bodoh sak... xD
I was late ah for that thing...
But the activities started later...
One game I was blind folded...
This girl thought I was her friend,
then she go and turn me one whole round...-.-
What's your whole purpose? O.o

I guess that's all lah...
I'm so stressed doing my Excel project...
Urgh whatever uh... This whole thing is pure bullshit I tell you.

Hello!

2009-05-22T22:54:00.002+08:00

Heyy wassup peepz?

Nothingmuch to be said lah today...

School was okay lah...

Both lectures were fun! Hehe!

OH MY GOSH I LOVE MARKETING! Hehe!

Mr Da Silva makes lesson funney can? xD

The POM lecturer was also funny! And lame... xD

After that did POM project...

I'm like the leader of the group...

Not delighted about it though... Haha!

Then went home saw that fat cat sleeping!

SO CUTE RIGHT THE PICTURE?! xD

Anyway, Amirah said there would 4e3 chalet from 14-16 June.

OH MY GOD!!! I CAN'T WAIT!!!
AND ON THE 12 IS MY 4TH MONTH WITH MY BOYFIE!

And on the 1st is my bro's birthday!

And on the 1st... IS THE START OF MY TERM TEST!!! NOOO~!

Oh well... I'm studying for it! Hehe!

Anyway... I hope there won't be 'drama'

during this class chalet...

I have no time for that...

I just wanna catch up with my old classmates! Wheee~!

4e3!! I miss you guys so much can??! xD

Okay lah I guess that's all! GOTTA GO! BYE!

Short post!

2009-05-21T21:57:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone! This shall be a short post since I'm busy!
I was a bit late for school today...
Slept around 3 AM... Busy doing RA1 homework...
Surprisingly the subject quite fun seh... Haha!
Now the only subject I hate is... CSA!!
I woke up around 7.30 AM...
Oh my gosh... Talk about insufficient rest.. Zzz...
As if I have a choice... I was busy
doing my project... So I had to do my RA1 homework
a little bit late... Sheesh...
I watched American Idol for a while before going to school.
Kris won? Wow... Surprising... Haha!
Oh well, I don't support any of them!
ONLY DANNY! OMG! HIS VOICE SO NICE!!!
What a waste lah seh America...

Surprisingly, I got all my RA1 answers correct...
You don't know how proud I was of myself... Haha!
Coz all these while I get all the answers wrong...
And barely understand any of the lectures... xD
During break, me & Shasha went to TDS...
Ate rice... Then half way through got stomach ache...
Urghhh I hate it! -.- I mean, who loves a stomach ache right?
Then we went to Business Lab to print some stuff...
Then went for APEL... Fun lesson! Hehe!
Something funny happened lah during the class... xD
But I lazy wanna explain... LoL.
Then went for Marketing...
Got lethargic halfway... Maybe coz not enough rest...
Went home, watch TV...Eat.. Whatsoever...

Anyway, tomorrow I have meeting for POM project...
So I need to start working on the project now...
Since tomorrow I'm schooling late,
I'm sleeping late tonight to study Retail Accounting...
Latest by 2 AM la...
AND MY NEPHEW FIQRY KNOWS HOW TO WALK ALREADY!!
OMG!! Congratualtion Muhammad Fiqry! xD
As if he reads my blog... LoL!
I love you so much lah darling!
He still doesn't know how to talk...
All he says is... Wawawawawa...! xD
Okay lah gotta rush now! BYE!

Eeeks!

2009-05-20T21:39:00.003+08:00

Oh no... Exam stress is on!
I eat alot lah sia!!! >.<
Okay during June break I must work out! I don't care!
AND I MUST PASS MY EXAM!! o.o...
I'm kinda okay with the subjects...

I need to revise lah...

Except for CSA... How to revise Excel??! -.-

And I seriously don't like Mr Choo's teaching sia!

I don't understand! He's too fast!! -.-

Maybe this weekend I redo the whole of MS Excel... -.-

Today nothing much happened uh...

Just stressed myself up during CSA. As usual.

Got Mock Test lor...

And I barely understand that MS Excel...

Ok I failed. Haha! Whatever...

Then break, Shasha followed me home...

Then we went back to school..

POM project meeting... Then went for Econs lecture...

Econs... Okay lah... Since it's my fave subject...

I enjoyed the lesson uh...

I would enjoy it more if I wasn't sick...

I got a headache but I just shut up ah...

After that went to study aloje at the library...

Then saw Nur Syafiqah there...

My ex-classmate from EVPS...

She's not from TP, but she was in TP's Library... xD

Then went home with my boyfriend...

Only went home together lah...

Didn't even sit to talk... No time leh...

Then reached home only I eat... Hehehe!

OKay lah! I gotta go and do reasearch for MF!

So... TOODLES!

Sick again? -.-

2009-05-19T21:59:00.002+08:00

Heyloz everyone!

Today school was okay lah...

My eye still not okay sia... -.-

Hopefully it gets better soon though...

Today the weather is so humid...

I was 5 minutes late for class....
Not the last person to arrive though...

After POM, had breakfast with 1R02 at BizPark...

I ate rice...

THEN... I wanted to buy lollipop at Cheers...

OMG! THEY DON'T SELL IT ANYMORE!!

WHYYYYY!????!!!! *cries*

Seriously I'm not happy about this! Hmph!

Then it was Econs...

I think that's when I started falling ill..

I had this headache that was seriously

aking away my concentration...

I tried my best to concentrate though...

Took class photo... Even smiling was difficult!

My head just hurts so much!

And going home under the scorching hot weather...

Wah I reached home only I ate Panadols

and rested... Seriously cannot take it... -.-

Woke up, had my dinner...

And here I am stressing about CSA stuffs...

OMG I seriously don't know how to do the CSA Project! =X

Okay nevermind, tomorrow I ask my tutor!

OKAY BYE2!! That's all!

Emo? NOT!

2009-05-18T21:50:00.002+08:00

Hello peepz!!!

My pictures all so emo right? I know...

I'm not emo actually... Haha!

I'm hyper... Not in school though...

Main reason... Sleepy.

But people think I'm sad, emo, etc...

Don't judge a book by its' cover... xD

Today I was 3 minutes late for class...

Had to take temperature at Engine School...

I wore all black today...

Oh yea only my headphone is pink! =D

My eyes ar... Swollen sia the left side...
So ugly one... So I needed to cover it with my hair...

In the end I looked so emo today... LoL!

Retail Accounting, quite okay lah...

After much explanation from Shasha,

I think I understand already... Some. xD

Didn't eat during break...

CSA so boring one...

Jeremy was like the entertainer... haha!

If he didn't make jokes, I'd slept throughout the lesson. xD

After school went library do project...

Todai I didn't want attention,

but got so much attention from my classmates

coz of my hair... Rocker la... Cut hair la... What la...

So many comments! Hahaha!

Apparently, I don't like attention... =)

Reached home only I eat! HUNGRY SEH! xD

Then camwhored whatever...

Around 4 PM, I slept...

Woke up around 7.45 PM...

DAMN TIRED I TELL YOU!

I slept late ah last night...

Research for project... Hehe...

Nothing much happened today lah...

School... Sleep... Eat... Haha!

Okay2 gotta go and study now! BYE! =D

Religious Class

2009-05-17T21:03:00.002+08:00

Helllooo peepz!
Eh today I learnt so many things during religious class.
The class didn't taught me much lah... Hehe!
I asked my ustazah lots of questions
during my break annd after the break...
So yea... I learnt a lot... =)
And seriously eh... That GUY from my Madrasah...
Seriously pisses me off every week!
Find faults with me without any reasons! -.-
That 'D' name is seriously wanted in my eyes! -.-
Wanted in the bad way!

Nothing much happened today ah...
I got sore eyes... I dunno what's it's called lah...
Infection I think... Got this small lump
in my eyelid... Shit sia... -.-
Okay2... I think I need to say something now...
*clears throat*...

To Shasha...
Thank you so much for being there for
me when I was down this whole week...
You were always there to cheer me up
whether in school, or online...
You always told me not to give up on my relationship,
and thank God I listened to you... I didn't give up on it.
I still need your help for Retail Accountings though... Hahas!
That subject is killing me seh... -.-

And to my boyfriend...GI BACER BLOG! xD

Okay ah must do research ah... Malas sak... -.-
BYE!!!

Emotions.

2009-05-16T19:58:00.002+08:00

Helllloooo peepz...
I was a bit late for my MF lecture today...
I couldn't wake up! Haha!
I slept late lah last night...
I couldn't sleep... Haiz...
Talk about sleepless nights...
I thought I wouldn't cry yesterday...
but I did... In fact, I did twice...

The first time was when I slept...
I had a nightmare lah...
Imagine getting raped... Ish!
But no raping scenes lah...
I just remembered I said that and was
running away and crying...
And the next thing I know I was sobbing
and crying in my sleep! LOL!
Traumatic dream... xD
See lah... Cry so much...
In my dream also can cry! Sheesh...

Then around 11 PM or so lah...
I cried again...
I just can't control my emotions...
But thanks to my friends...
Who gave me advices and ask me to be strong...
I'm able to smile again... =)
But yea... Smiling don't really help much...
Sometimes, you just smile to cover up
your true emotions...

Lecture was okay lah just now...
To think that it took away my only
can-wake-up-late day... Which is Saturday...
It's very frustrating. xD
After that had breakfast with Shasha at Prata Paradise...
Then we didn't wanna go home...
I remembered I need to get my friends' presents.
So we walked to interchange...
After that we went to lepak at Central Park...

We spent quite a lot of time there...
We learnt more about each other...
Then we went to Ain's house...
Passed her present to her maid...
Then we went off...
You don't know how giddy I was already...
Certain point of time when I was sitting with her...
My head was like spinning around...
But I ignored the pain lah...
Then after I reached home my legs are weak again la...
I wanted to sleep, but I can't...
Oh ya... I cried again... What the... o.o...
So I just listen to music... Sing along... And closed my eyes...
Well, that's resting to me... =)

Oh well... I think I feel better by an inch... Or so?
Hahas... I don't know lah...
I need to ease my mind... Hmmm...
My soul is not at peace...
Okay lah! I wanna chat with my bestie ah! BYE!!! xD

No More Fun.

2009-05-15T16:35:00.005+08:00

Hello...!
You know what?
I think I'm getting more serious in school now...
I really pay attention and copy stuffs
that others don't copy? LoL! Kiasu... xD
No lah... Those are examples...
But people are lazy to copy...
Like I used to be last week... =X

Something happened this week...
And I became so moody ever since...
Whenever I think about it, I become moody...
So I decided to put my mind off it...
By simply joking around with my friends a lot
and simply make myself busy with school work!
As I pen down those notes during lectures...
I let out the grief and anger in those inks...
I'm just fed up I guess...

Today I was on time for lecture...
Marketing Fundementals, as usual... fun.
Then went to eat with my classmates at Biz Park.
Sat with Kaye, Shasha and Kewei...
They all ate proper food except me...
I just ate that 'pillows' thingy and drank milo...
Just to fill up my stomach with some food
so that I can eat my medicine... =)
I had a good conversation with them..
And they kept on asking me to eat... But I didn't wanna eat.
Thanks for the concern anyway Kaye, Kewei and Shasha... =)

Then went for POM lecture...
Quite boring...But I was able to focus...
Even though I was sleepy, I kept myself awake..
Then went home... Raining...
Luckily I brought along my umbrella..! =D
And now I feel very very lethargic...
I think I need to rest... When I wake up,
it's study time! Hehe!
I can't sleep late tonight
since my lecture is at 9.30 AM tomorrow...
So I update my blog now...
Argh! The whole week I wake up early!
Since on Sunday I have religious class...
Nevermind... Come home from school can sleep again! xD
I think I'm lethargic coz I slept at 2 last night... Hehee

Okay lah! BYEEEE~!
Study hard for the exam/mid-term test peepz!
OMG! EXAMS ARE NEAR AND I DON'T FULLY UNDERSTAND
RETAIL ACCOUNTING! =X

And I realised...
I'm just the tormented soul I used to be...
Stupid emokid... -.-

Met my BFF!

2009-05-14T21:52:00.003+08:00

HELLLOOOO~!
Like FINALLY I get to meet Maizurah! Hahas!
Okay she was like... SO LATE! -.-
Biase jugak kan Mai? xD
Okay let's not go so far...

I was 5 minutes late for school...
Urgh Thursday is hell... -.-
On the way to school, I almost slipped
and fell backwards...But I didn't fall...
But my body like bend backwards...
Which caused my back to REALLY HURT...
I was like "URGHH~!" in public... xD
Bloody slippery sia... -.-

RA1... Confusing lesson...
Can die sia... After I blog I'm gonna revise my RA1...
Break, me & Shasha went to eat at TDS...
Ate rice... Freakin' a lot sia.. -.-
Okay lah... Delicious... Hahas...
Then it we just chilled and talked...
Saw Faris twice...
Just now online he said that I had a "non smiling face"...
Hahas! Well I smiled at him before...
But he understands why I didn't smile today...
Explained. (:

Then we went for APEL Lesson...
As usual, APEL was fun... Hehe!
I had fun lah...
Then went for Marketing Fundemental tutorial...
As usual, every lesson...
Mr Sam must say "Kirin Beer"...
That was after I gave my opinion on his question lah...
But after that he'll apologise...
Haha no need to apologise la Mr Sam...
Every week also you repeat it... xD
Overall MF Tutorial was fun...
Then my group changed the project topic to iPhone again...
And I've deleted the info I found on iPhone. Yay! -.-
I felt like exploding just now...
But nah... I need to control my temper...

After school... Bought ice blend with Shasha...
then Shasha went home I waited for Maizurah...
Met Maizurah, had our meal together...
I just ate 1 prata... the rice still kept me full! xD
Then we chilled at the park
and catch up on each others' lives...
As usual, it's fun lah...
Then we both saw Faris... my 3rd time already...
When I asked, he only saw me once. LOL.
Everything was okay lah today... I'm emotionless. xD
BUT! I forgot to take pictures with Shasha and Mai!! Ahhh! -.-
And yea, I'd like to wish Ain a Happy Birthday! =D

I found out something sooooo shocking just now! Haha!
Someone in school likes me?? LOL!
But my friend won't tell me who...
Haha I don't care anyway... I got a boyfriend already. xD
But surprising lah since, when I was in secondary school...
Who the hell would even be infatuated with me sia? xD
I don't know what's wrong with my boyfriend ah...
He sees me differently I think? LOL.
Wah school haven't even 2 months sia
got someone like me... Haha! [I'm so not interested! -.-]

And Shasha, THANKS EH for your good luck wish! Haha!
Super irrelevant I tell you! xD
Okay lah I'll end here! Toodles! =D

Oh yea... I'm like considering...
Should I join Divo Diva...?
I want the CCA points and the CCA seems fun...
BUT... Do I want the popularity?
I'm always scared of popularity!!! How?!!?
Haha nevermind, I decide by Sunday...
ARGH! SATURDAY GOT LECTURE AT 9.30 AM!! =(

Gambars...

2009-05-13T21:07:00.002+08:00

Today in school.
Break Time=Picture Taking Time!!! xD

The fresh ones I got yesterday.
The dried one I got 3 months ago.
I still keep that dead bouquet. xD

Kirin loves flowerssssss...! =P

Yesterday outside Econs class

while waiting for the lecturer....

Warning eh Mr W... DO NOT...

TAKE MY PICTURES!!!

[ESPECIALLY my Matric card picture!! I BEG YOU!! DON'T!! xD]

Sick

2009-05-13T20:24:00.002+08:00

Heyloz.... Ahh once again I'm sick...
And CSA lesson seriously made me MORE SICK. -.-
Argh that teacher doesn't TEACH...
He CONFUSES people.. -.-...
But I can see he's trying his best lah...
He gets so stress with 1R02... Haha! OOPS! xD
I hate excel... -.-

Then got 3 hours break...
Just chill with Shasha...
I didn't eat... I just drank 1 cup of iced lemon tea...
Then we talked while Shasha ate...
Then we were bored...
So we went out... Bought bubble tea...
I know I'm not supposed to drink bubble tea...
Coz I have runny nose, sore throat, having menses
and most importantly, I haven't eat.
But who cares anyway...
We talked alot... I wasn't in the mood at first...
But I end up smiling again... Hehe!
The conversation is just between the two of us! x)
Pouring my true feelings out to a bestie
makes me feel a lot better...
For now, only Shasha understands my feeling...

Then went for Econs lecture...
Seriously I was just moody...
But I managed to concentrate...
Went home with the hot weather...
My body just got so weak...
I walked so slow...
And when I reached home, Fiqry wants me to carry him...
Seriously using all those leftover energy I had...
Imagine.. I wanted to tear a piece of bread
to feed fiqry, my hands felt so weak
and trembling... Gosh...
Then I figure, I needed a rest,
when I know in my head, it's saying I need some food.
But I'm not hungry. I don't wanna eat.
I wanted to blog, but blogger was bullshitting...
So I switched off my lappy...
And switched off my brain...At around 6 PM...
6.45 PM, I woke up....
Feeling slightly better I think... xD

I watched American Idol for 10 minutes,
and here I am.
Doing my research for the MF project...
That's all lah today...BYE.
Oh ya got pictures later... that's all bye.

I'm seriously not feeling this situation right now...

3rd Month.

2009-05-12T21:56:00.002+08:00

Hey peepz!
Today is my 3rd month with my boyfriend...
No celebrations...
Celebrated on Saturday already... Hehes..
Only surprises...
I GOT A BOUQUET OF ROSES!!
OH MY GAWD I'M SO HAPPY! Hehehe!
The the card my boyfriend made for me is so cute!
See... Where to get such a romantic boyfriend?
Difficult to find ok! Haha!

Anyway, today school was terrible...
Not coz of the subjects or whatever lah...
I like every Tuesday...
It's just that it's my first day of menses...
I got this excruciating menstrual cramps
which made me lose my concentration...
Furthermore I had my backache...
And the coldness of the rooms add on to my misery. xD

Break, I didn't eat proper food...
I just ate biscuits and drank water chestnut drink...
Then ate my medications...
Shasha was so worried about me seh! Hahas!
Such a caring bestie! =)
I ate like 3 panadols...
End up in Econs tutorial, I became drowsy... xD
School ended 15 minutes early...
After school went to library with Shasha and play comp. xD

I guess that's all for today...
So dull right? Haha! I know...
It's even more dull when you're sick,
and your boyfriend gives you an additional info
that you don't bother knowing at all. (:

And OH MY GOD SHASHA!!!
You are SUCH a great song writer!!
Write me a song one day babe!! xD
And I'm SO pissed that I have to re-do my
marketing research coz they CHANGED THE TOPIC...
LAST MINUTE!!! THANKS EH!!! ARGH! -.-
Okay that's all! BYE!

pictures

2009-05-11T23:26:00.002+08:00

OMG!!! THE PINK HEADPHONE!!!
I'm SO wearing this to school everyday!!

Me & My Besti, Shasha...
She looks sleepy, I look sick. Great.

Me & Pamela... Very friendly girl! Hahas!

Look of the day... Blue! My boyfriend's fave colour. xD

Muhammad Fahryn very the cute!

With a piece of tissue on the forehead! xD

Backache!

2009-05-11T22:56:00.002+08:00

Hello peepz!
Let's make this a quick post...
Today was a tiring and sick day for me...
I woke up, I have cough, sore throat,
runny nose, back ache, my leg was also aching
and also other symptoms of my-menses-is-coming-soon.
Hahas! Yea I hate the last one the most. -.-

Was a bit late for school...
Coz I can't walk fast...
I had that menstrual cramps...
And so I couldn't concentrate well... -.-
Additional to the Monday Blues...
I was so sick and bored to concentrate!
Furthermore the person in front of me
just couldn't stop talking! Can you like SHUT UP for a sec? -.-

During break went to Flavours..
Found out I lost my $15... SHIT LAH! -.-
I felt like crying seh... But I didn't la..
Lucky got last week's money... xD
Then after eating, went back to BUS School..
I think on the way to Flavours, I saw Faris...
But not sure lah... Ok lets move on now!

CSA was fun lah...
I sat in between Pam and Shasha...
Pam sureee was energetic! Haha!
Then went home... Slowly...
Seriously sia... Irritating seh cannot walk fast...
Went home.. Watch TV blablabla...
Then I took a short nap...
Just so tired... I slept so rough...
That I snapped my necklace!! NOOOO~!!! *sobx*
Luckily not the neckleace dear gave me...
If not... I will SO cry! Haha!
Even though that thing is already rusty... xD
I still love it though! =D

Then around 3.45 PM or so...
I went to the doctor because of my back...
He said it was just some muscle problem...
He told me to choose... Fast way or slow and steady...
Fast way is INJECTION...
Slow way is medicine and all...
INJECTION?! I'd rather take a year to recover! xD
Hopefully I get better soon lah...
I don't like lah this backache...

Then go home and watch tv..
Then my dad came home with...
A NEW PINK HEADPHONE FOR ME!!!
Oh my gosh! Thank you Ayah!!!
I've always wanted one of those!
I'll post some pictures later on!
Anyway... I NEED TO DO SOME RESEARCH NOW!!
BYE!!!!!

Dating!

2009-05-10T00:50:00.003+08:00

Yoooo~! Hehehe...
Wahh Almost 1 AM already!!
But I'm not sleepy yet... Oh well...
Today was fun lah can? xD
Ok I shall say... Just now.
Since it's already 1.31 AM now...

Today I couldn't sleep anymore when
it was around 7 AM or so...
The sound of thunder were just scaring me... xD
Then 8 AM I really woke up...
Mum said she wanted to go to the market...
But she said abit later...
So I just lay down on my bed until 9 AM...
I showered and all... Got ready...
That was around 10 AM...
My mum was STILL not ready...
Until she said, she cancelled her plan. o.o...
Nevermind... Haha!
Happy Mothers' Day to my mum anyway... xD

Then I changed my t-shirt...
And got ready for my date instead...
I straightened my hair...
Eh nicer seh... I really like it alots! Hehe!
Later I post some pictures OKAY!
My aunt said my hair style suits my face.. xD
And my hair very nice... LoL! I wish... xD
Another aunt said it seems like I've lost weight...
Errr... Are you kidding me?? o.o..
Hahahas! Thanks anyway... xD
So after I'm done... Around 11.25 AM I went out...
Waited for my boyfriend until 11.40 AM...
My neighbour saw me...
She was like...
"Aiya! Just leave him lah! So late one!! Girls don't wait for boys!"
Hahaha! Nevermind...
If I'M late.... I need to apologise...
If HE'S late... I can nag at him! Haha! xD

Then we went off to Orchard Cineleisure...
Watched my boyfriend's movie lah... OMG ZAC!!!! xD
17 Again! Zac Efron is SUPER HOT! *melts in seat*... xD
Dear bought Famous Amos cookies!
Butterscotch Chip & Pecans!
OMG MY FAVE! LOVE YOU DEAR! xD
Then I bought ice lemon tea...
THE SHOW WAS GREAT!
One part Zac was like reading this note with a sad tone...
I CRIED! Ahahahaha!
I can't bare to see such a hottie cry! LOL!
Not really lah... The note was touching... Haha!
He's just the additional tear-factor... xD
I don't know how many times dear gave this 'signal'
coz I kept on saying..."Oh my... so hot!!!"
Hahaha! Whenever I see Zac... Mike O'Donnell!
I think he was irritated... Haha!
Hot, handsome, cute... ZAC HAS EVERYTHING!! [Sorry eh dear! =P]
After the movie, we went to Vivo...
Had lunch at Banquet...
Play with water at rooftop and wet my jeans... -.-
Hahas! Childish couple... xD
The took bus home... Which was so slow..
Until I fell asleep... -.-...
Okay maybe coz I was already tired before I even went out.

Reached tampines, wanted to find flowers for my mum...
But they were all so expensive! -.-
I also had a stomach ache...
Coz I ate late... Hehehee...
So yea, lost mood to find flowers!!
Tired and sick... Whatever eh... -.-
Luckily we were heading home already...

At home, told mum about the flower thingy...
She changed her mind...
Now she just wants me to treat her a meal.. Aiyoo
So fickle minded one... Haha! Like her daughter... xD
Oh well... I think my energy bar has dropped....
It's 2.11 AM now... I'd better go off...
TO BLOG IN MY 2ND BLOG! xD
So yea.. Toodles! Here are some pictures yea!

Unlucky, Busy Day.

2009-05-09T00:40:00.002+08:00

Yo wassup peepz?
Late update for 8th May...
Ahh I'm emo! Haha!
Only last night and early in the day...
After that I'm okay already... =D

Today I wasn't late for lecture I think..
Haha! The thunder scares me a little. xD
It was really pouring seh this morning...
I went to Guardian and buy lozenges...
My throat hurts... But I still can sing! Yay! =P

Marketing Fundementals' lecture was rather fun...
I really like Mr da Silva! He's so funny! Hahas!
I kept on laughing during the lecture...
He makes the lecture super fun lah can! xD
1R02 students planned to wear the BIZ t-shirt today...
But not all wore... Mostly lah...I wore it! =D
Oh yea! Before lesson starts...
Shasha gave me lollipop! Hahas! Thanks babe! xD
So thoughtful of her right? =)
She's a great friend la... Not because of the lollipop! xD
She's right! We do have a lot in common...
Doesn't mean we look differently...
We don't share some common interest! Hahas!
She's my new bestfriend lah! =)

During break, me and Shasha went to Flavours...
I ate Carrot Cake, Shasha ate Sambal Fried Rice...
Saw Shi Chang there...
That guy ah... Sure must find fault with me! Hahas!
Okay my bad lucks starts.... now.
I wanted to buy Banana Milk Shake...
End up, it was sold out... Shit lor... -.-
Then I went to buy bandung instead...
After buying, I went back to the juice station..
Waited for Shasha... And when we wanted to go off...
This RUSHING girl... Didn't see her surrounding I think...
Her hand hit my drink!
But the drink spilled on neither of our side...
only like one tiny drop on her white shirt...
Not even a drop on mine... Hehehe!
But my drink!! And I was thirsty!
Eh I said not a drop on mine is not like..
Not a drop on ME!
MY RIGHT HAND with my WATCH...
Got Bandung spilled on it! -.-
Lucky my watch plastic seh!
Shasha was there to ask me to chill down... xD
Then we started to eat...
SHIT LAH! The carrot cake not nice seh!
Some parts were like charred... Haiz...
FIRST AND LAST AH! Hahas...

POM lecture was so *&^%ing BORING!
I ate my lollipop to ignore the boredom... xD
But I still payed some attention lah...
The lecturer don't know how to make lesson fun ah!
Must complain! Haha! Joking2! =P
Some people were playing games on their lappy...
And there was this particular guy...
Funny lah sia his reaction! Hahaha!
I shall not explain here... It would be rude...
Me & Shasha were laughing our ass off!
Hahas noisy girls... xD

Lecture ends at 3.05 PM...
1 hour early...
Accompanied Shasha go bookshop and all..
Then I went home...
My cousins were there...
Ater they left around 8 PM, I went to the shps with my mum...
I did lots of house work today...
Somehow or rather... I had fun! Hahaha!
Stress relieving! xD
I don't like to be FORCED to do things...
I do at my own will... Hehe...
You force me, sure I lazy wanna do... xD
Okay lah... 2.08 AM already sia... SHIT!
I need to go to the market tomorrow!
And I have a date after that!
AND I'M SUPER HUNGRY NOW!!! LOL!
Talk about super tired and sleepy too!!
Okay lah! BYEEEEEE~!!!

Pictures!

2009-05-07T22:18:00.003+08:00

Look at this messy boy! Hehe!

He simply crawled slowly...
And sat on my lap! Cute lah Fiqry botak! xD
So cute ryte he watching TV? xD

Before the race starts! xD

She loves her chocolate ice cream alright! xD

And I love MY vanilla ice cream! hehe!

Sampat sak...! xD

It happens when girls see mirror... xD

At PUB building...Lift.

2nd Rin in the house! Muhammad Fahrin!

So cute right!? Fiqry's lil' brother!

The pig mug that I got from my lecturer.

Hahas! Still in the box now... =D

It Dwells In Me.

2009-05-07T20:41:00.002+08:00

The confusion dwells in me...
Why are these confusing things making life tough for me?
Allah, have mercy on me...
It feels as though my heart is crying everyday.
No tears, but I feel so down...
So... Confused.

Heyya peepz! So what happened today?
A day of rushing here and there.. Hehe!
With my buddy, Shasha... Hahas...
At first it's just me lah...
As usual, rushing to school...
I was just 3 minutes late today...
I didn't really know how to do my homework...
Luckily the lecturer chose me to answer
the question that I know how to do! Hehe!
At least can leave good impression mah... xD
I couldn't concentrate when doing my homework last night.
Coz I cried for quite some time...
I hate confusions...
And here I am... 9.29 PM...
Crying again... Haiz...

Anyway... During the break...
Me and Shasha went to Somerset...
Shasha needed to do some admin stuffs
about her laptop and all...
We were like rushing every where sia..
Then we went to have lunch at Breeks
at Marina Square...
Wah piang! So delicious sia!
I ate Smoked Salmon Pasta With Cream Sauce..
And crab meat soup? Whatever it's called. xD
And it only costs me $8! Wahhh...! LoL!
After having so much fun eating & joking...
The race to school begins! LOL.

We were like the only 2 running at City Link Mall...
Haha not my first time though...
I used to run when I was late for work... xD
We really didn't wanna miss our Marketing Fundementals tutorial.
Reached Tamp, we were afraid
that we might not be able to reach on time,
so we took the cab...
Then run to class...
Saw Steph on the way.. Hahas!
I was EXHAUSTED when we reached! xD

Flare, Wen Qin and Grace suddenly asked me...
"You serious ah got boyfriend?"
Haha! Talk about random!! xD
Well yes my dear classmates...
I am attached...
And Mr Wong knows about it coz he reads my blog!
Yea, Kirin is wanted in the bad way... xD
Oh shoot! I'm being tracked! Hahas!

Anyway Marketing was fun lah...
Mr Sam always call me Kirin Beer one... haha!
But I know he's kidding around...!
Fun teacher lah... =D
I love all my lecturers can? xD
Last time when in primary/secondary school...
Teachers say my name and they will be
reminded of the mosque in Jurong...
Now it's like 2 or 3 lecturers said...
my name reminds them of the beer brand...
What a big difference... Hahas!

Then after school go print notes.
Then go home lor...
My back hurts...
There's like this lump at the back of my hips...
Only that area lah pain actually... hehe!
Which leads to... I can't sit properly...
After much running today...
It's not getting any better. Haha!
And thanks so much Shasha for your concern
about my back in school just now,
and also for your concern a while ago...
I'm so grateful to meet a friend like you! =)
Okay lahh I'll stop here! BYE!

Scared.

2009-05-07T16:25:00.001+08:00

I'm scared...
Is it true what my friend said?
I guess it shouldn't carry on that far...
I don't even know who to trust anymore...
I'll leave it to fate...

Unlucky?

2009-05-06T20:02:00.002+08:00

Hello peepz!
OMG! My nephew is so cute!!!
His hair is so thick! Hehe! Unlike his brother... xD
Fiqry was botak... Haha!
After blogging, I wanna watch DreamGirls.
I loaned that DVD just now...
And I'm gonna have a new hobby...
Visiting the library, and loan CDs... Songs lah...
Hahas! I loaned 2 Britney's CDs for a start...
I'll visit again tomorrow...
The don't have to worry about overdue CDs... xD
I'll always return the following day...
I think it's better to do this than download songs...
Coz downloading is slow and I get sick of the songs
pretty quickly... So it's better to just loan...
I love TP library... xD

Today was quite a cool day lah...
But I'm also moody today...
Get sick of stuffs very easily...
Apart from that, I'm VERY clumsy... -.-
OH YA! And my appetite seriously increase!
Even I'M scared of my eating diet...
I think because I'm stressed with school...
And my menses is coming soon... Gawd... -.-
I'm becoming fat seh! -.-...
Like during O-Levels... I kept on eating!!
Even when I study, I need food by my side! xD
Maybe coz exam is coming soon and my RA1 is still weak...
My Microecons is strong... Hehe!

I was 2 minutes late for CSA Lab...
Today' lesson was CONFUSING!!
I was damn stress! Freaked out a lot... Haha!
Overall okay lahh...
Ate at KFC during break...
Then did CSA Excel homework with Shasha at TBS Lab.
After that we went to Library...
Then went to buy drink at Biz Park...
Then I waited outside the LT while drinking...
There was this couple at Level 1...
They weren't doing anything lah...
Just sat there...
Then my classmates came...
They were all teasing me...
Say I sat there and was having fun watching the couple...
Wah! Think I got nothing better to do? xD
I was drinking and they made me laugh! Aiyoo... xD
Main culprit... Wei Jie and Pamela... xD
But my R02 classmates are the best lah..! =D
Surprisingly true... I love 1R02 way better than 4E3... xD

Then we went in for Microecons lecture...
My favourite. xD
Too bad I was moody...
But I still pay attention lah...
I'm the centre of attention for the day like so many times?
In tutorial I'm like blur lah...
Which makes me well known for
"Are you alright?" from my lecturer...
So yea... he asked me that question and said my name...
And everyone like looked... Who's Kirin?
Better still... I overheard someone said...
What's Kirin...? Hahaha! A human DUH... xD
And I love lollipops! Hahas!
As usual we have games...
And I was the chosen one for this couple game... Shoots.
Oh well, what the heck...
I was like blur and I almost said the wrong answer... xD
The other guy was probably from R01...
I heard someone said I was a despo when
I agreed to play the game! Idiot...
Jealous say jealous ah that lecturer said I was supportive! -.-
1R01 kiddo also! Shit him lah!
So yea, I wasn't in a mood...
So I shouted... SHUT UP LAH! like nobody's business... xD
You pressed the wrong button dude!
Think I'm desperate for your classmate ah?
Never. -.-
So yea, we wona couple mug... Pigs with a heart...
If I chose the other option I could have won movie tickets...
And again, I only watch movies with my boyfriend...
And he never allows me to pay...
So yea, it's the same thing, both also free... xD
Then my lecturer said to everyone...
"For your information... Kirin is already attached...
Don't play play ah!"... and everyone STARED at me...
Some with a surprised face... Haha!
I was like saying in my heart...
You are SO the best lecturer. xD
That will prove to that bastard that I'm not a despo!
Doesn't mean I don't dress up like a princess to school...
And couldn't care less about my looks,
I'm single and nobody wants me ok!
Only my boyfriend knows my true beauty that lies within me... =)

Then after school, went to accompany
Shasha to dye her hair...
I was so engrossed in playing my handphone game...
I didn't even feel bored waiting for her... Hahas!
Around 6.45 PM she was done...
Then we went home...
I reached home around 7 PM...
School was very fun today...
Shasha laughed at me quite a number of times...
Can't deny my blurness and clumsiness.. Haha!

I love microecons lectures and tutorials lah..
So fun can!? xD
The lecturer rocks!
Thanks for the pigs mug! Haha!
Arghhh tomorrow is RA1 and Marketing Fundementals...
Boring subjects...Especially the 1st one!! xP
Ok well... I'm resting now...
I'll do my homework real soon..
95% chance I can't watch my DreamGirls today...
I'll watch tomorrow and return on Friday...

OKAY LAHHHH BREAK'S OVER!!!
I need to study again!
So sad sia... Life is all about studying now...
Wait... I have to stay online...
I need to get my Microsoft Excel File from Shasha later...
But I'll do my homeowrk at the same time...
While listening to my Britney's songs... xD
I'll end here... Toodles!

I guess some plans are better to be cancelled
for the best...
I guess I forgot the prayers I've made last year...
It came true... It did...

KL Trip Continuation...

2009-05-05T19:15:00.003+08:00

Ok here's the continuation of the previous post...
The next post shall be the post of the day...
GAWD I'M SO LAZY TO BLOG! -.-

... As we reached KL at 3 PM or so...
We went to our hotel, Grand Seasons Hotel...
Quite grand la that hotel...
Except for the noisy pipes... o.o...
Then we went off to have lunch and start shopping.
Our first destination was Berjaya Times Square...

Went to have lunch at Marie's... whatever you call it..
Not really nice uh to me...
Then we went shopping!!
Well I bought a belt, a pair of sandals...
And Fair & Lovely facial wash...
I think that's all as far as I can remember...
I was tired that day...
And the weaher was so hot!
OH YEA! How can I forget!!
In the bus, I watched Sex & The City...
OMG! So not MY TYPE of a good show! -.-
It was like porn! My EYES!!! o.o...

Okay2... Then we went back to the hotel as it was getting late.
Planned to go HardRock Cafe... but it was too late,
and we were tired...And my bro and his wife were sick...
My shoulders and arms hurt like hell! -.-
On the way to our hotel, saw this fat lady... or shall I say...
transexual... By the road side... Like eww... xD
Then me and my bro almost got run over my a car...
Coz this guy reversed his car very quickly without
checking for people at the back... Idiot! -.-
After my shower... I went to bed...
Felt better the next day...

The next day we went to Masjid India...
Like fabric heaven... Haha!
Well there were cheap stuffs there too...
I always buy this THING everytime I travel...
I bought a pair of shades!!!! Hahas!
It seems so real for RM 10! Haha!
Then we went off to KLCC...
KLCC WAS GORGEOUS AS USUAL...
Not the inside though...
COZ EVERYTHING WAS EXPENSIVE! -.-
I didn't buy anything there i think...
I took LOTS of pitcures there! Hahas!

We watched that Wolverine movie...
I just LOVE Wade in that show...
He's Ryan Reynolds... Handsome dude! Haha!
Sad thing he ended up being a villian..
But Hugh Jackman is ALWAYS the best! Haha!
DAMN HE'S HOT! DAMN DAMN HOT! =)))
Those veins... Those abs... That fierce look...
I wish he's my dad! hahaha!
Then we went to take pictures with KLCC tower...
Very nice pictures...
Thenw e went off to Petaling street...
My bro bought me this Polo T-shirt...
Black and red... Very nice!
Then we went back to hotel...
Then went out again...
To check out the clubs in Malaysia...

I felt uneasy... Coz I don't really like those places...
And some of the malay guys were perverts!
Seriously what the fuck seh...
I shall not elaborate on that... Haha!
And the way those Malay girls dressed! o.o..
I was speechless...
The smoke was thick... Nicotine & poisonous gases.. xD
SO yea we left soon after...
I hate clubs... I won't enter one... Ever.
Reached hotel around 2.30 AM...
Then I thought I didn't wanna sleep...
But around 4 AM I fell asleep..
5.30 AM I woke up, coz didn't wanna miss the flight...
Went home, took flight...
Took a short nap in the cab to the airport...
Super long journey...
Then had breakfats at Coffee Beans...
I had Hot Chocolate... So yummy!
Oh yea we had Sakae Sushi at KLCC the day before!
HEAVENLY SASHIMI! Hahaha! =)
Then I was like hyper in the plane...
I love the view! Wheee~! Hehe!
Then ate at Ya Kun Kaya Toast in Singapore...
Then rushed home and rushed to religious class...
By then I was super sleepy...
Gathering up last bits of energy to focus... haha!

I guess that's all... Very brief one lah...
Lazy lah type long2... It's not like anybody would even care.
I wanna say congrats to my sister...
For her new born son... Muhammad Fahrin...
Hehe Kirin, Fahrin! We are the Rins! xD
Okay lah... I'll stop here...
Today school was okay lah...
Lots of laughter...
And I got my emo fringe already... HAPPY SEH! =D
Okay I'll stop here! BYE!

Back from KL

2009-05-04T21:50:00.002+08:00

Yo people! I'm back from KL..
And I've decided not to have CCA
since I realised normal school days
are tiring enough and I don't need CCAs
to add on to the burden... Maybe next year la!
Arghh I'm so lazy to blog nowadays...
High chance this blog will be left to die soon... xD

Anyway let's talk about today before I start about KL.
And the pictures shall be uploaded this weekend or so...
Coz I'm busy today, tomorrow, and the whole week. (:
Today was a sleepy day...
I guess coz I didn't have much rest the day before...
Retail Accounting just made me more sleepy...
Simply gathered up all the bits of energy left to concentrate.
Then went to AS to buy that sandwich from the vending machine...
On the way there at One-Stop Service Centre,
I saw Faris, but he didn't see me...
On the way back to TBS, we saw each other...
Then me and Shasha just ate at TBS...
And we talked as usual...
I bought ice cream from that stupid machine...
So bad luck! I pressed the icon for the flavour that I want...
But I got a different one, WITH NUTS! Argh!
Shasha was like laughing at me...
I just ignore that nutty taste and ate that ice cream.. xD

Then went for CSA...
The class so noisy... The group of R01 people ah...
Noisy sia... Then i stare at her... She dare gave me this
attitude problem face back! -.-
In the end, I couldn't concentrate coz it was too noisy...
Then we went home...
On the way I saw... MR ANG K K!!! OMG I MISS HIM!!!
And that was what I said when I saw him! Hahas!
And guess what? He's the 3rd teacher so far,
who asked me to sing for the school... Alaaa
How to reject seh... Mr Ang and Mr Khong seh...
Among my favourite teachers ever! =(
And Mr Ang is keeping my words for it...
The thing is... I have MAIN EXAM IN AUGUST! o.o...
So it's kinda impossible...
Maybe I should perform other occasion...
And I really wanna perform with my boyfriend also!!
Then reached home, sing2 until I slept...So sleepy...
Woke up... blablabla... went to the shops, went home.

Ok KL... I went to my brother's place at 10 PM on thursday..
He was on TV! Hehe!
Next morning around 7.30 AM left their house...
Then took the bus to KL...
The bus was cool la got TV and all...
Reached KL around 3 PM...
Eh! I continue tomorrow uh...
I need to do homework uh! Haha!
Goodbye! NIghts!

To be continued... =)

Bye!!

2009-04-30T16:37:00.003+08:00

Hello!!
I'm back from school but I'm leaving again at 5 PM...
Yea I have my sports climbing trial...
I was really wondering whether I should go or not.
It's only the 2nd week of lessons...
And it's already so tiring...
Will I have time for CCA and at the same time
cope with my studies and do well in both?
Oh well, since I'm not joining TPSU...
I'm gonna go for the Sports Climbing trial..
I have a strong feeling I'm the only one from 1R02
who is joining sports climbing... Oh well...

The school week has finally passed! Yay!
I made lots of new friends this week...
And my class bond is strong...
And I'm very happy about it! Hehe!
It's like me and my girl classmates
always go and have lunch/breakfast together...
Today we went to have lunch at Design School.
Lucky us... There weren't so much people...
So we managed to find a seat...
I ate nasi campur.. Nice seh! hehe!
And I drank iced milk tea...
Then when we were eating,
there was this cute cat which came along!
SO CUTE!!! hehe! But no feeding.. Poor kitty! x)
Then went off with Shasha...

After that was APEL class... It was so fun!
Like life skills like that lah...
Ouh ya... During the RA1 tutorial...
I reached 1 MINUTE to 9.15 AM...
If I reached at 9.15 AM, sure die one... -Absent-
I reached level 4 like around 9.05 AM...
I COULDN'T FIND MY CLASS!! -.-
Then after the class, the tutor said she recognised me...
But was unsure... So I said I went for
the that time got this consulting the lecturers thingy.
Then she remembered I went with Mai...
She said I lucky girl got in Retail Management.
She's the one who said I'll confirm get in one...
Lucky meh? Hahaha!
Since I was late... I don't know her name... LoL!

What I realised is I'm lucky because
all the lecturers/tutors that I get are friendly and funny!
Which makes lessons interesting, thus,
I can do well and understand better in studies!
Ahhh!! 4.49 PM already! And I'm still in jeans!
I need to change into my sports attire!!
Go home then must rush to pack my things
since I'm going KL tomorrow morning...
I'm gonna miss you people...
89% chance I won't update tonight and won't go online.
And since I don't have the chance to chat with my guy
or even talk to him... I just wanna say...
TAKE CARE WHEN YOU GO FOR YOUR NIGHT TRIP!
And eat properly lah! -.-

Okay I guess that should be all...
Come back from KL, must go religious class...
Then must do homework... Sian... -.-
Ok2 Happy holidays peepz! take care!
BYEEEEEE~!!! x)

From what I see...
There's just too many signs that the world is ending...
All I wish is that I'll die before the end of the world...
I'm truly grateful to meet friends who are willing
to help me change for the better...
For those who still thinks you live forever,
like how I used to think...
Come on... Lets all wake up... And start changing. (:

CSA LESSON!

2009-04-29T11:14:00.013+08:00

I'm in school!!
And learing Microsoft Excel...
Damn this lesson is fun! LOL!
Just a short update! I'll update more tonight...
I think. hehe!
So excited for tomorrow's Sports Climbing Trial!
okay lah! I wanna pay attention! BYE! xD

1:32 update...
3 hours break!! Long sia...
I had a class discussion a while ago...
Just after my CSA Lab...
Then went to meet up with Mazlan...with Shasha.
We went to have our lunch at Flavours...
I actually didn't know where that place was...
I know I sound pathetic... Haha!
So Mazlan brought us there...
The place was packed! o.o...
But we managed to find a table...
Shasha didn't eat since she was fasting...
I ate Hor Fun Mushroom... Nice lah...
Doesn't look like Hor Fun in my eyes... hahas!
Mazlan had Chicken Rice...
And we drank Bandung...
I didn't feel like eating actually... But what the heck... hehe.
Sorry Shasha if some of his jokes offended you! =X

Then when we were about to leave...
We bumped into Jannah & one of Suhaimi's brother...
I don't wanna name coz I'm unsure of which one of them
did I saw just now.. Hahas!
Then we went to the library...
Where I'm at now...
Only Shasha is reading...
As everyone knows... I hate reading. (:
Currently I'm bored...
I'm alone here, Shasha's alone reading
and Mazlan has went back to his workplace...
I should be going off from here at around 2.30 PM...
I still need to collect my EZ-Link card soon...
2 hours lecture... Gosh...
Hopefully I won't be sleepy... hehe!
But it's Econs, so I might enjoy it la...
MIGHT.

I guess that's it for today...
I'm really lazy to update tonight...
I think I slacked too much...
I'm becoming the secondary school Kirin...
I need to change already... So yea...
Wish me all the best for tomorrow's trial!!
I really hope I get in! hehe!
If not I'll just do my best for the TPSU,
which haven't give me any sms or email
to tell me when's the interview... -.-
And I need to pack up tonight since I'm
staying overnight at my brother's place...
I realised that I typed so loud in this library... xD
Well... That can't be helped... haha!
If no noise means I'll be a slow typer...
rather noisy than slow... hehe!
Okay lah... I pity my friend so lonely...
I've gotta go now! BYEEEE~!

Tutorial

2009-04-28T21:24:00.002+08:00

Today was my first day of tutorial....
Before I start, I'd like to apologise to Mr Wong...
I don't have to explain why here... Haha!
I forgot to apologise just now... Hehe...

Today was the first day of tutorials...
I was on time for it...
Lost at level 5... Couldn't find my class... xD
Made lots of new friends today...
All my classmates la...
COOL OR WHAT!? 3 girls including me...
Are born on 12th of October! hahas!
Ximin and Flare...
Flare's a cool girl... Hahas!
And Shasha's birthday is also a 12...
I won't tell the month la...
After POM tutorial, went to have a class discussion on CCN.
But just a brief one...
We'll continue tomorrow...
After that I'll go meet up my friend for lunch..

Then we went to have our lunch at Mensa...
All the RMT girls...
Not all lah... Some...
Then went off for Econs lecture...
Currently my fave subject? Haha!
Raining heavily and lift damn slow! -.-
I think we were quite late for class... Around...
4-5 minutes late? I think so..
I was opening the wrapper of my sweet,
then Flare was like clearing her throat...
Like hinting me to give her one la...
Wah she could actually see me doing that,
coz my hand was in my laptop bag! Haha!
Econs was fun la as usual...

Then went off to the library...Bought POM booklet...
Then went to chill at the library...
Discuss a little about CCN with Shasha...
Saw Hafiz there... He don't mix with us anymore...
Then I went off... Shasha had floorball trial...

I guess that's all lah!!
Lazy lah type long2... Hehe!
And congrats to my friend about something!
Wish you all the best! xD
BYE2!! Assalamualaikum!

670th Post.

2009-04-27T18:33:00.003+08:00

I just need 30 more posts to have 700 posts...
Oh what do I care anyway... Hehes...
Sorry I didn't update yesterday...
Lazy to go online...
I just went to Courts...
Where there was this massive sale...

Today I simply got the Monday blues...
Argh... It was hell to wake up...
I slept at 1 AM... Woke up at 7 AM...
And again, nobody told me to sleep late. Hehee
I was ALMOST late for lecture...
I reached LT 18 around 9.04 AM or so...
LT still closed... Lucky me... hahas!
After RA 1 lecture... There was a sale of used books.
I bought the APEL book for $5...
I don't even know the original price...
So, I don't know whether it was worth it or not...
Whatever lah... My mum's money anyway... LoL!
As I can see...
People are like avoiding me & Shasha... hahas!
They have their group of friends,
everytime lecture, nobody wants to sit with us...
Who cares... Many people only make noise...
Cannot concentrate... Hehe!
Even though me & Shasha talk alot...
We shut up during lectures... x)

We didn't eat proper food during our break...
Since it's only an hour...
I just bought a drink at Cheers..
CSA this week sucks...
The lecturer was like Speedy Gonzales... -.-
She's not Mr Go Seng Bing... Sad...
During RA 1, me & Shasha kept on yawning... LOL!
She was tired lah... I was more to dead bored
and of course sleepy... xD
When's the calculations starting?!
Theory is SOOO boring! -.-
Financial statements... Bleargh... o.o...
It's not like I'm planning to be an accountant! -.-

After school, went to Biz Park with Shasha...
To have our lunch...
I just ate epok-epok and crackers...
I drank Mocha Freeze... Nice la...
but for $1, I'd rather cross the road and buy
from the bubbletea shop...
This one the cup quite small seh...
We talked and get to know each other more...
Then we just chill uh...
We're surprised at certain points when we know
more and more about one another... Hahas!
She's surprised that I like to hit people... LoL!
I'm sure Diyana wouldn't be surprised at all... xD
But I've changed lah... hahas!
It has been quite a while since I hit someone...

Then we went our separate ways...
I realised after we know each other more...
We've become closer now..
We only knew each other for like 2 weeks,
but it seems like we've known for months... xD

My sis and mum went to IKEA...
Leaving me and my grandma alone at home..
It makes no difference lah...
I can't follow coz I want to study Accounting...
I forgot to bring my lecture 1 notes...
So now I have to revise whatever crap she thought just now.
I think I'm sleeping early tonight...
So tired..! Tomorrow school at 10 AM to 4 PM...
PRINCIPLE OF MANAGEMENT!! SHIT!
I hate that subject! Sucks la...!! -.-
It's tutorial.... My 1st tutorial...
I hope it won't be as boring as last week...
I also have Microeconomics tutorial...
I don't mind that... Hehe..

Okay lah!!! I've gotta go now!!
6.55 already... Rest for a while... pray..
and study... Go online for an hour or so...
THEN SLEEP!!! yay!! xD
Okay2 BYE! Assalamualaikum!

Those who thinks Poly life is NOT stressful & slack...
You better change your mindset eh people!
It's BUSY and stressful!
If you think I'm bullshitting,
AFTER YOUR 'O' LEVELS...
Join Poly and SEE FOR YOURSELVES! -.-

Massage!

2009-04-25T16:24:00.002+08:00

Hello peepz...!
So early I'm blogging already... Hehe!
It's because I wanna study at night...
Oh yea, before I start...
Nice or not my new blogskin?? Hehe!
I don't really like using blogskins created by others.
So I made my own one! Hehe!

This morning I overslept...
Supposed to wake up at 8...
End up waking up at 8.50 Am... Hehe!
After showering and all...
My brother fetched me to go to his house...
For my full body massage...
The house was damn humid lah can?

The auntie who massaged me was so friendly! Hehe!
Had to strip and was like paiseh... xD
But some things HAVE to be done...
I felt abit better after the whole process...
Ate my lunch with my bro and sis-in-law...
Confirm going KL next week! YAY!!! Hehe!
Then played SingStar with my bro...
This singing game on PS2... Fun la! Hehe!
Then I went home...

Until now got gastric pain..
Ahhh cannot go jogging!! =(
My mood like shit just now...
As usual, I take my diary, I read, I can smile already.
Haha! If not sure sulk the whole day...
But I won't talk much uh today....
Okay lah! I wanna rest!
I'll update again tomorrow! BYE!
Assalamualaikum!

TIRED!!! xD

2009-04-24T21:34:00.002+08:00

HELLLOOOO FRIENDS! xD
Wahhh... I'm so tired today... -.-
Not because of school's long hours la...
I went jogging alone just now...
Kinda scary coz the place was like... Quiet?
And I'm like in between the road and a small forest. xD

Half way through, I felt this pain la...
Then I thought it was those normal pain
you get when you run...
Then the pain was like different, and
I the pain got worse when I breathe in... -.-
Confirm my heartburn... -.-
Then I can't run already, I walked briskly...
Certain parts I still tried to run...
Wahh I really must build up my stamina
for the rock climbing trial...
And Jia Qi said there's an interview for the TPSU.
Nevermind, I'll try my luck! Hehe!

Then went home I was like so dizzy...
Oh well... Hehe!
I didn't even bring my handphone...
Lazy lah... Later people sms blablabla...
Then I lied down on the bed...
After a few minutes.. I sang...
It was like, I could sing better! WOW!
I should run more often! So I can sing EVEN BETTER!
Hehe! So happy seh!
Then I took a shower...
Ok let's talk about school...

I was on time for school.
Coz I woke up late...
I should be EARLY for school...
Not on time... Hehe!
Marketing Fundementals was a fun subject!
And my CM, Mr da Silva is great!
Funny lecturer/CM... Hehe!
Then lunch break me & Shasha ate Nasi Goreng Pattaya
at the double-storey canteen, Mensa...
She enjoyed her meal...
Not me though... So much veggies! Gahh! o.o..
We drak Soya Bean Milk... Nice! Hehe!
Then went to bind my Retail Accounting notes...
Only 80 cents! So cheap! Hehe!
And then we went for Principles Of Management lecture.
SUCKS LOR...! So boring...
The two of us kept yawning! -.-
The lecturer so boring one... -.-
Imagine, worse than accounting..
HOW BORING IS THAT!?
Hahas! Well next Friday no boring lecture!! xD
Then we went home...
That's all lah...
My cousin, aunt and grandma came just now...

Ahh! Tired already! Hehe!
Need to go for massage tomorrow...
Coz of this BACK ACHE! Talk about PROLONGED... xD
And I'm gonna do revision before I sleep!
So... NIGHTS!!!
Assalamualaikum!

Pictures

2009-04-23T22:20:00.002+08:00

The only 2 Malays from 1R02...

Shasha & Kirin.

Outside LT 18...

Waste my time dressing up...

For such a lousy party... -.-

RMT Party.. BOOOO~!!! -.-

2009-04-23T20:39:00.002+08:00

Hellloooo...! OMG!
The RMT Party was so disappointing...
I mean, NO LIFE AT ALL! -.-
I got the RMT Interest Group President
as my group leader... Which makes no difference. xD
My group got 5th... -.-
Group number 1...
Oh well, at least I made a few friends...
Here's an overview of what happened...

Reached school 10 minutes early...
Then walked slowly to LT 18...
While waiting for the LT to open,
me & Shasha camwhored and all...
Then we went into our separate groups...
I made some new friends from different classes...
One of them is Syazwani...
Cool or what?
Syakirin, Sharifah, Syazwani... Haha!
But I don't think Shasha knows Syaz...
Yay got 3 Malay friends already... Hahas! Kental sak...
Haha! But what to do... My course very few Malays.
Syaz and Hafiz are from 1R04...

Played some dumb games...
My GL keep on cheating... -.-
No fun leh... Cheaters always lose...
And we lost! Shit la... haha!
As usual, I get hyper at times... Haha!
Got a quiz session and I was like super eager
to raise up my hand! LOL!
That's why after school...
I JOINED TPSU!!! WHOOOO~!!! xD
Oh yeah!! I don't think there's any form of interviews...
If there is... I'm going to show my best! YEAH!! xD

Then went home lor...
Went home and rot! Hehe!
Not really luh... Watch tv blah3...
Okay... Really out of words.. Haha!
Did you see the small hurricane last night?!
Okay lah... Strong gusts of wind!
Scary shit sia! The trees at my house area
were swaying vigorously sia!

OKAY LAH!! I end here!
Next posts are pictures! BYE!

CCA Fair!

2009-04-22T21:35:00.003+08:00

HELLLOOOOO BLOG HOPPERS! =D
Today I came to school 1 hour & 30 minutes early. xD
Kiasu or what? Haha! No lah...
I had to buy books... And print lecture notes...
But I only bought books coz not enough time...

Waited for Shasha for quite some time...
Nevermind, she waited for me before too. x)
Then I sat at the Mushroom...
I saw Shi Chang! So happy! Haha!
Long time never see him! xD
But he had to rush off for lecture...
So I was alone again...
Since today was the CCA Recruitment Day...
I received some flyers...
The first one this lame cca... tutor people... -.-
Then i got invited to... SPORTS CLIMBING!
I was like... you bet I'm joining! xD
When Shasha came we went to the booth and I signed up.
My trial is on Thursday at 5.30 PM...
At Sports Stadium...
WISH ME LUCK PEOPLE!
I'll try my very best!
Lets see... Will I beg if I don't make it? xD
WE'LL SEE! Hahaha!

Okay2... Then I went to buy my books...
Just 3 books freakin' heavy already! o.o...
Queue damn long sia... -.-
Then we went to eat the sandwich thingy...
Then Hafiz joined us...
Then we went to class... JUST ON TIME. =)
We had the 1st lecture of Microeconomics...
I loveeee Mr Wong Nee Tat! Haha!
He was like this hilarious lecturer! xD
During the lecture,
I sat in between Hafiz and Shasha...
Then we got 15 minutes break...
Me and Shasha left the LT...
To check out some places...

Then the lesson continued...
I really understand the lesson...
Which is a good thing...
And I'm already planning to study hard already! =)
Wait, I've started studying hard... Hehe!
I'm aiming for at least a GPA of 3.5...
Coz that's the requirement to enter SMU...
And the grades shall be like my PSLE & O-Level.
All As and Bs... Hehe! Insya'Allah...!
The class ended 15 minutes early...

Went to the BUS Lab... to print lecture notes...
Then went to sit at BUS School to stapler those stuffs...
So in the end, me & Shasha went home around 6.15 PM or so...
Kinda late... Hard working class reps! Hahaha!
Oh well, I want the both of us to succeed! Wheee~! xD
That's another thing... Me & Shasha are quite close now...
So yea, I'm glad she's the hardworking type!
She's from the 1st class in her school...
I'm from the 1st class in my school... Hahas!

Then went to bookshop...
At the staircase I almost fel.. -.-
Too tired already...
Went home, after praying and all...
Went out again with my family...
Went to have our dinner at Tender Best...
I ate rice and chicken wings...
Super hungry sia when I got home from school. xD

Went home, go online...
Chat with a few TP mates...
And that's all! Hehe!
Oh yeahhh! I saw Bryan! My worst nightmare!
But I doubt he recognises me! xD
And I saw a lot of my Junyuan close friends today!
Okay lah... I'll stop here for today!
And get well soon my dearest boyfriend! hehe!
Toodles! Assalamualaikum!

P.S. LET'S PARTY ON TOMORROW!!! Wheee~! =D

Spring cleaning? xD

2009-04-21T22:02:00.003+08:00

See the mess behind me?! LOL!
I found this mask in my drawer... xD

Hideous old lady.... With a big screw on the head. xD

My notebook for Retail Accounting! Nice right?!
ZAC EFRON SO CUTE!!! Hehehe!

FINALLY... I've cleared my book shelves/drawers...
It feels so heavy to throw away my books!
Especially my A-maths books! o.o...
But yea, I need space for new books...
And I have no younger siblings to teach... xD
Kinda cleared up I think... xD

OH MY GOD!!!
My brother was on TV!
Channel 5 News & Suria News...
I'm so proud of him! Hahah! I talk like a mother...
My brother seh... Of course uh... Haha!
I'm not keen to shake hands with the PM though...
More looking forward for the CK Tang Scholarship... =D
So yea, I should start wokring hard! Wheee~!

Today was a stay-at-home day...
Nothing much happened la...
My mood is quite okay today...
School late tomorrow... 3 PM to 5 PM...
Nothing much to say lah!! BYE2!!

PICTURES

2009-04-21T00:11:00.005+08:00

Rin & Mimi at Sony shop at Tamp 1...
Takde keje nyer budak2... xD

My new MiniToons Membership card..

Tom Yam Soup Noodle @ BaliThai.

Nothing better to do... xD

Once again, nothing better to do...

Hagen Dasz! Is that how you spell it? xD

1st day of school.

2009-04-20T22:58:00.003+08:00

Heyy peepz!! How was you first day of school?
Mine was rather plain...
Could have been better if I didn't have
this bloody diarrhoea... -.-

I was on time for school but 15 minutes late
to meet my friend at the Mushroom... LOL.
Came to school and these TPSU people screaming...
Waduhhh so early scream2 already.... Haha!
WE SAY WELCOME! WE SAY WELCOME!
WE SAY WELCOME WELCOME WELCOME! -.-..
Errrr... Thanks? Hahaha!
Seriously, what time did they reach sia? xD
I just met Shasha outside the LT...
I was ON TIME for lecture... Hahas!
Wasn't early though... Me? Early? Haha! Doesn't match. xD
The lecture was boringggg.... xD
She simply talked about ground rules so much...
And Mr Da Silva has explained most of those...
So yea I was bored...Lost interest already...
Then she started on Retail Accounting... o.o..
Here comes hell... I barely understood some parts... xD
Some parts I do understand lah...
I'm not that dumb... Haha!
The 1 hour 45 minutes passed by quickly...
Then it was break...

I didn't eat, spent my time in toilet... -.-
I just drank milo, then me and Shasha had a chat...
Today I made a new friend... His name is Hafiz...
But different class lah... Friendly guy... Haha!
During CSA I sat with Shasha, Hafiz and this engine guy...
I don't know him lah... Don't bother knowing? LOL.
He's Shasha's friend...
CSA is an interesting subject! I like! Hehe!
Got homework leh... -.-... First day seh! -.-
But I haven't buy the book, so yea...
I'll buy on Wednesday...
Since I'm not schooling tomorrow...
I need to buy the Financial Accountings book also...
My knowledge on A-maths are wasted... Haha!
Coz I'm learning POA... Nothing to do with A-maths... -.-
Overall, 3 books costs almost $100...
MORE TO COME YEAH! O.O

On the way home, went to buy tuna...
Should eat that for my lunch...
Then after I bought that, as I walked,
I saw Izzat and his friend... Then I continued
my journey home... I saw this auntie...
Talking to herself at my void deck...
It was very obvious she wasn't wearing a bluetooth device. o.o..
After eating, went to Interchange...
With my family members...
Since my massage thingy was postponed to Saturday...
Yes, my back hurts until today.. =)
Then we went to eat at so many places...
I was super full...
I made a new MiniToons card...
Also decided to buy a new school bag... backpack....
Then around 4.30 PM, I met my dearest...
We went around browsing through bags...
And we joked alot...
Especially about this one man with stain on his shirt... xD
We simply missed each other too much! Haha!
There was an accident...
Three parts of the roof at Tamp 1 broke,
and a worker fell off the roof...
What was he doing in there? Spying? LOL.
I didn't wanna check for blood... xD
So I just looked at the broken roof... xD
Then I went to buy Sharon's present...
We also went for a drink at Food Palace...
And I was super bloated...
Somewhere in Tamp 1, I suddenly feel this pain
when I wanted to breathe, so we stopped walking for a while...
Around 7 PM, we head home...
On the way, saw Izzat... Again? xD
He was with Karan this time...
Dear saw him at first, I didn't...
Then we went home...

At home nothing much happened I think...
Nothing interesting...
So yea... I'll end here for today! BYE!
Assalamualaikum! =D

P.S. I Love You

2009-04-19T22:08:00.003+08:00

Heloo... 10.11 PM already...
So sad sia, somebody haven't sms me
for so long already... Haha! Nevermind la...
I know he's enjoying himself out there... =)

I watched P.S. I Love You just now...
Speaking of which...
Dear! When are you returning my book?!
The show was boring compared the the story book...
Daniel was not as hot as how he was explained in the book.
But Gerry SURE WAS A HOTTIE! xD
But yea, romantic lah the show...
Should watch! Hehe! It was my 2nd time...

I don't feel well luh today...
Keep on having this sudden giddiness...
Oh well... Kak Yaya said coz of my
irregular daily meals... Haha! OOPS.
Tomorrow waking up at 7 AM, if cannot then 7.30 AM.
I think I'm sleeping at 12 AM...
Just now I read my 2008 diary...
Wow I didn't know I had some feelings for my boyfriend
somewhere in May 2008... LOL.
Maybe it wasn't strong, that's why I didn't care. xD
I only read my diary when I'm feeling down...
Coz the memories always makes me laugh... xD

Okay lah... I don't know what else to say...
Can't think straight... Miss my guy too much... =S
Hehehe! So... Good night!
Assalamualaikum!

Gastric!!

2009-04-19T15:48:00.002+08:00

Oh gosh!! My stomach hurts! =X
Well yea I got my gastric pains again...
Which I so hate... Bleargh...
Well, I only got myself to blame...
Coz I ate like sooooo late? xD

I didn't go for my religious class today...
Gosh I'm so not going to crash diet anymore.. -.-
Why am I blogging?
Simply coz I'm bored... Hehe...
And I miss my boyfriend? LoL!
Our schedule is way off from each others' I think...
So yea, kinda difficult to meet up.. -.-
Friday after school I'm having dinner with Shi Chang...
Long time never see that guy also! Hahas!

Tomorrow will be my first lecture...
I wonder if I'll get bored... Hahas!
I must stay FOCUS! haha! xD
Which also means that I can't be hungry... Haha!
If my stomach grumbles, I can't concentrate.
School has just started and I feel like I got no life...
And some things are just so disappointing to find out! o.o...
Oh well, some things are just fated... xD
I know you peepz don't understand what I'm talking about... xD
My sis bought me 4 t-shirts to wear to school...
Like cool~! hehe!
I'm wearing brown I think tomorrow...
With grey jeans...
And of course my brown bag...
And I'm SO tying up my hair...
Irritating la study then the hair messy... -.-

Okay lah... I think I've gotta go...
The stomach ache's back... TOODLES!
Assalamualaikum! =)

Change of blogskin!

2009-04-19T01:54:00.003+08:00

1.55 AM... Got religious class later...
Alaaaa.... Lazy seh must wake up early...
Still got time to blog and change blogskin eh? xD
Well I can't sleep seh... Hehe!
So yea, I'm chatting with some friends...
And my previous blogskin was kinda irritating coz
the words are like stuck together...

I went out for dinner just now...
Eat very little...Drink alot... LOL.
I think I got gas in my stomach...
That's why I couldn't eat much...
I told Abang Pil about my backache...
He recommended me this place to go for a massage.
I might be going there this Tuesday since I'm not schooling.
Next next week, I might be going to KL...
On Thursday night... Haha
school started then wanna go for holiday... Ish3... xD

I can't wait for lessons to start!!! =D
Urghh if only my religious class starts later in the day!
11 AM so early one... Haha!
I watched this drama just now...
The actor was so HOT!
He's a eurasian, green eyes, tall, hot body and.... MUSLIM! WOW!
Complete lah eh! Hahaha!
But the show very touching lah...
I was like so close to tears! LOL! Emotional...
Okay lah... I go off first... 2.27 AM already...
And I should go to sleep now...
So... good morning!! Toodles!
Assalamualaikum!! =D

I guess I've not been appreciating him well lately...
I should really start opening up my eyes...
And see how much he loves me...
Gosh I'm so unappreciative...! -.-

Sleep Day?

2009-04-18T18:26:00.002+08:00

Hey wassup peepz...?!
Today seems to be a terrible day for me...
Terrible start... Not such a good ending...
I hate this day...
I don't wana elaborate on that...
BUT today will be a short post...
Coz I got nothing much to say...

What did I do today?
Woke up late... Shower...
Used the lappy, chat and crap...
Seriously I think the business cheer is good...
Business students are number 1 at talking cock.
Okay2... After that I cried myself to sleep.
Around 6 PM woke up...
Still no mood lor... So I've decided to stay in my room.
I don't know how many times I've sighed... -.-
As I'm typing these out...
My fingers are like trembling? LoL?
I think I know the reason lah...
My last meal was around 1 PM... Yesterday...
My last drink was around 7 PM... Yesterday...
Yeah, today I haven't even eat nor drink yet...
Crazy girl... Hehe...
Even fast also not that long one... LoL!
See first lah I've regained my appetite to eat...
If not... I'll see if I wanna eat tomorrow...
So... TOODLES!
Assalamualaikum...
Pictures will be uploaded soon...
Coz I'm kinda lazy right now... xD

Business Has Won The War!!! Whooo~!!! =D

2009-04-17T23:06:00.003+08:00

WASSUP PEOPLE!!!
Blog hoppers Oiiii....!!!
[Oiiii..!]
Blog hoppers oiii....!!!
[Oiiii...!]
Blog hoppers oiiii....!!!
[SAK SAK Oiiii....!!!!!!!]

Haha don't mind me... I'm hyper-ventilating...xD
OH MY GOSH!!! WAS TODAY THE BEST DAY EVER OR WHAT?!
I had soooooo muchhhhh funnnn~!!!!
Go business! Go business! Go business! LOL!
I was kinda late for school by a few minutes...
My bro sent me by his motorbike...
Met Shasha and went to lecture theater...
Changed to our yellow TBS t-shirt...
Then we sat for a brief from Mr Da Silva...
He was friendly and funny...
I talked to him before during the open house!! xD
And... Why am I so proud? LOL.
Then we has a tea reception...
I only at 1 nugget and 1 popiah...
Like very little... then I drank F&N orange...
Which results in... STOMACH ACHE...
Which I simply ignored the whole way! =D
Empty stomach go drink gassy drink = gastric pains.
Then we went on to meet our care person...
My care person is Mr Dominic Seah... Very funny guy...
What luck, got the discipline master as my CP... xD

Then he gave us some briefings and all...
And gave us our matric card... As usual...
He don't know how to pronounce my name...
It's nothing new already... Since primary 1 I think... -.-
All teachers don't know how to pronounce my name
when they first see it... -.-
So yea, in poly, as usual, I'm known as... Kirin!
I don't really like to be called Rin by many...
Only certain people can call me Rin... Haha! =P
Kirin sounds more cool... Like japanese name! LOL!
Well, it is some Japanese legendary creature... xD
Then he asked who wanted to be the class rep...
No way lah I wanna be the leader of the leaders...
Shasha became the class rep..
I volunteered to be assistant class rep...
Wahh the only 2 malays in the class... LOL.
Gerek ke perr...?! xD

Now is 1.30 AM... Seriously...
I need to listen to some songs... I'm dozing off already. xD
Ok back to my story...
Then we went off to the stadium...
At the sports complex there...
I saw Shermeen... Then I saw Faris from AS...
One of the orientation leaders also...
Obviously he didn't see me la.. haha!
So many people in yellow! LOL.
Then sat at the stadium... Walao...!!!
SO CRAMPY SIA!!! Butt cramps, leg cramps and of course...
My back hurts like TOOTS! -.-
But of course, I've gotta keep the spirit up! WOHOOO~!!
Then I heard Vincent, one of my SL, cheer the 2K09 cheer..
Where we say... Business 2K09, Always On The Go Ah... WHOOO~!
His 'WHOOO' so high pitch sia! Hahaha! xD
I was like... Woahh... Hahaha!

We had our lunch...
I ate rice again... But this time it's better than yesterday's...
Then the competition begins!!
There was the mass dance... Like cool la!
Coz so colourful seh the field! Hehe!
Coz mixtures from different schools...
Cool sia Steph said she was part of it...!
But she's in engine school la...
Then we just screamed out so many cheers... WHEE~!
Then we went OFF TO BEDOK RESERVOIR!!

The Regatta Challenge! Dragon boat uh...
Walao...So humid sia...
I almost collapsed like twice?
Both times were when we sat down,
then suddenly ask to stand up to cheer...
I was so enthu throughout the whole day...
I got a headache since the 1st briefing already...
Coz I was very tired lah... Like DUH...
Then I didn't eat much during tea reception...
I started screaming like hell already...
I got a worse headache but again...
Cheering is more important than health!!! xD
After the first time my legs weakened and
my vision suddenly darken but brighten up again
a few seconds later...
I lost the energy to cheer... As in raise up my hand
with lots and lots of energy...
After I hydrated myself, I regained some of the energy.

Then business school won 4 out of 6 races! WOOHOO~~!!!
GO BUSINESS GO! Hahahas!
Wahh the wakeboarding performance was AWESOME!!
He's the best wakeboarder in Singapore! Cool or what? xD
Then got cheerleading competition...
Once again, I saw Faris among the business SLs... Hahas!
I was looking at the SLs as they did a cheer,
then I saw some people in green, then I saw him again.
I also saw Sharon! Hahas but she didn't see me...
And overall... BUSINESS WON!!! So yea, I edited this cheer...
It goes like...

Sine Sine Cosine Sine, 3.14159...
Business Business Oh So Fine!
We Have Won The War This Time!
[Repeat 3 times...]
Won This Time Ah!
Won This Time!
Win This Time Ah!
WON FIFTH TIME!!! WHOOOOO~!!!

Haha! Enthu sak Kirin... xD
Jia Qi loves this cheer... She saw me yesterday...
I didn't see her.. Hahas!
We sure had a good time chatting just now! xD
Then after that sang the school song...
Temasek's me! Temasek's you! We Are A Team!
Haven't finish yet, me & Shasha left already...
I didn't go for the Jam & Hop...
My back is already aching and you want me to hop? xD

Then I was on the way to the bus stop to take 291...
This idiotic guy purposely bump into me at the side
like twice coz the first one he just hit my bag...
Idiot sia... Say sorry and still got time to flirt... No life.. -.-
Obviously I don't entertain him lor...
I wanted to go to Interchange...
I wanted to apply for my Ez-Link...
Saw Mr Khong in the bus!!
OMG I DAMN MISS HIM LAH SEH!!
We talked all the way sia! Hehehe!
He ask me to go back to school and give
inspiration to the sec 4 students... LOL? xD
And ask me to go cross country tomorrow...
I'll pass yea! Haha! I've seen enough of Bedok Reservoir
for this week... hahas!
And 80% chance I'll be quiet, coz I'm
SO not enthu when it comes to Junyuan... xD

My guy said he's at Tampines Interchange too...
So yea we met...
Then went to buy a drink at CS, then walked home...
I was enthu all the way... TP cheers stuck in my brain. xD
And somehow he seemed like the opposite of me... =S
His school uniform doesn't look like a uniform...
Hahas! Looks like some normal shirt...
Well, he looks good in it... Hahas!
And I look sloppy in my TP BUS t-shirt... xD
With my oh-so-messy hair... LOL!
And yea! A yellow bow at my hair! Hahas!
Like some retard... Haha! WHO CARES!!! =P

Well, I wanna apologise to him about just now...
I must be too tired already...
Feelings all jumbled up, and I end up throwing tantrums. -.-
Well, I hope he understands...
I had a long day, and not such a good night last night...
Doesn't mean I cheered alot,
I'm truly happy already... I was just
trying my best to forget about those sad stuffs...
I screamed to let out my anger in a fun way... =)
So...We're cool right hunns? =S
I take it as you were asleep, that's why you didn't reply me.

Went home, I planned to lie down for a few minutes then
I will take a shower...
I end up dozing off for almost 2 hours... LOL!
from 8++ to 10 PM... Haha! Too tired!
Woke up, then had my shower...

I'm not schooling on Tuesday,
and I have an RMT party on Thursday!!
Wohooo~! I'mmmm coming up...
SO YOU'D BETTER GET THIS PARTY STARTED! ^^
I'm so excited for school to start! Yay!!
Monday, school starts at 9 AM, ends at 1 PM...
My bestie, Shi Chang, from IIT,
has already planned with me to have lunch together one day...
So long never see him!!
The last time we had lunch together was primary 5 or 6?? xD

I got my Matric card already...
Face like what the hell lah bodoh... -.-
Nevermind... Not photogenic uh... Haha!
As long as the real person don't look like in the picture
good enough for me... I look so fat... F***... -.-
Okay lah... I wanna sleep already...
Sound clips of cheers, pictures, and videos
will be uploaded tomorrow alright!
I'm loving all of you peepz yaw! =P
And I'm hoping to be an SL for next year's FO...
So... Watch out those graduating students...
Make sure you guys are LOUDER than this year's
RMT batch of students alright!? =D
Wow... I'm really training my leadership skills... Hehe!

Okie dokies! Damn tired already! Whoo~!
Once again, congratulations Business school..
WE DESERVE IT! =D
Champions 5 years in a row!!!
2.29 AM already!!! SLEEPY SIA!!! Zzzz....
Okay2! Good morning!!!
Assalamualaikum! =)

...

2009-04-16T22:09:00.003+08:00

Current mood: Depressed.

I don't care anymore...
What ever happens to me...
I don't care anymore...
When it's too late for anyone to care...
I guess nothing could be change by then.

I hate my life...

Officially... TEMASEK POLY STUDENT!!! YAY!!!

2009-04-16T19:55:00.002+08:00

WASSUP PEOPLE!??!!

Okay I'm DAMN hyper today...
But not right now... I'm like barely alive...LOL!
OH MY GOODNESS.... I'm so tired!! =((
So I'll blog as fast as I can, take a shower...
Maybe eat, then I will sleep!!
School at 8.30 AM tomorrow! AGAIN.

I had a hell of a hard time waking up at 6.30 AM today...
End up waking up at 6.45 AM...
Reminder to self... Don't talk on the phone
with boyfriend before sleep if tomorrow is a school day.
Hahaha! Planned to sleep at 10.30 PM...
End up sleeping at 12.30 AM...
Put down the phone around 12 AM...
Then I shine my nail before I went to bed... Haha vain.

I was thinking twice about applying eyeliner to school...
Maybe I'd be the extra one... But I still put it on...
Met Sharon, then went our separate ways in the TCC.
My course alot of people wear eyeliner seh...
Some even used makeup... So I didn't feel odd at all...

At first I thought I was the ONLY malay...
And was like... Woahhh... Dream come true? LOL!
I know if my class 80% malay...
80% chance I can't fit in... LOL....
Then this girl asked me my name...
She's a malay too! Haha! At least I won't
be speaking English throughout my 3 years... xD
So yea... Only the 2 of us are Malays in our class... LOL.
One thing about my look just now...
I look like some rock babe... Hahah! I am? xD

The talks and all simply bored me...
And my course is like so dead...
They don't bother doing any cheer... xD
At first lah... In the end we rock also! =P
But I don't care uh...
I missed out the fun during FOC...
I am NOT missing out the fun during orientation!
Haha! Even one of my classmate,
which was my first friend made, Jac,
said I was very supportive... LOL!
Semangat TP ke perrr...! xD
I'm like the opposite of who I was in JYSS...
Reliez had a dinner outing today, but I'm too tired sia.. xD

Then we had our lunch together...
I didn't really enjoyed my lunch... Whatever...
Then we went on to this lecture room...
Only the RMT are there... Oh yea! I forgot!
RMT is Retail Management, my course...
And my class is 1R02... Second class...
Then in hat room got this Battle Of The Sexes...
A few games played, then got a Dance Battle...
And 3 boys and 3 girls were chosen...
And I WAS CHOSEN!?! O.O...
I was like... Nooooo~!!! I don't want!!!
But they still force... Oh well...
I was SUPER embarassed...SUPER....
But I had to be bold uh... LOL.
They on this song... Boom Boom Boom Boom?
I think that was what I saw...
Then we had to shake our bodies and everywhere...
Practically like dancing at the club uh...
I was like... Oh God forgive me for this..! =X
FIRST AND LAST I TELL YA! -.-
I looked like a stripper at a bar! -.-

Then we did the mass dance...
Oh yay!! It was sooooo fun!!! Haha!
And I was so tired after that! xD
There was also the chicky dance...
I did that too! LOL! And was having so much fun!
Back in secondary school, all of these
I couldn't be bothered to do... Hehe!
I wanna be the decent and innocent type, so yea...
Not in TP alright! Hahah!
They say if you know how to do the mass dance...
You are OFFICIALLY...
A TEMASEK POLY STUDENT!!! WOHOOO~!! xD
Sweating like hell sia that time...
Not only me... EVERYONE...
As usual, the Sports Hall is DAMN humid... -.-

Then we went of to the running track...
To watch the Tug-o-war...
As you can see from the pictures up there...
The mascots were adorable! LOL!
I'm sure they were sweating like SUPER WET in there. xD
Then we did the mass dance plus school dance again...
It was sooo muchhhh FUNNNN~!!
I'm so proud I'm in Temasek Polytechnic!!
My favourite cheer in Business School is...
BIZ BIZ BIZ BUSINESS!! [Clap 4 times]

Hehe! Okay lah...Tomorrow will be another long day...
Monday, lesson will start...
Oh yea forgot to say who my new close friends are...
Kay, Jac and Sharifah A.K.A Shasha...
For now lah... But I'm closest to Shasha...
Meeting her at Mushroom tomorrow
before heading to LT22 which I have NO IDEA
where the hell it is located at... xD

Oh well, for now... I'll stop here!
It's a start of something new!
And my boyfriend is very glad that there are...
ZERO hot guys in RMT... LOL!
I don't plan to be a timer anyway... =)
So.. TOODLES!!! ALL THE BEST BUSINESS SCHOOL
for the FINAL CHALLENGE tomorrow!
Business will win again!!! OH YEAHH! xD
Assalamualaikum... =)

Temasek's Me, Temasek's You, We Are a Team..! =P

2009-04-16T19:12:00.006+08:00

Look of the day!!! Nice right the 'It's a fresh statr.' picture?

The sunlight like cool sia... Haha!

I was bored waiting for some announcement just now...

So I snapped some pictures without people noticing. =P

READY!!

2009-04-15T17:22:00.005+08:00

Heyyyy wassup???
Let's make this the post of the day...
Since I don't wanna stay up late tonight...
I need to make this quick coz I'm going out at 6 PM
to meet Zulaiha.... I didn't meet Ain today...
It rained and I was lazy... LOL.
I accidentally messaged my boyfriend
when I was supposed to message Ain... xD
I was like so paiseh! Haha!

After shower and all, I got ready for school...
I feel so excited for school!! Hehe!
Somehow I'm worried too.. Hmm...
What if me and my boyfriend become too busy for one another??
What if we... Oh gosh... I don't even wanna say about it!
I hope I'm not the one to cause it... =X

I discussed with Sharon about school tomorrow..
I'm meeting her at 8 AM...
I'm waking up at 6.30 AM...
After school, I'm meeting Diyana....
After that go home, I shower and SLEEP. xD
That's what I plan la....

I'm gonna miss my relaxing life... Haha!
Oh well... I've gotta go already!!!
Maybe tonight I will blog? If I have the time...
Okay goodbye!
Assalamualaikum! =)

I'M ALL READY FOR SCHOOL!!! Yay!!!
On my to-do list....

~~Choose t-shirt, bag & sneakers~~
~~Iron t-shirt & jeans~~
~~Whiten front part of sneakers~~
~~Get ready stationery~~
~~Pack 1 t-shirt & 3/4 pants for activities~~
~~Bring 2009 Planner~~
~~Bring specs and shades~~
Charge handphone & MP4

So yea... I'M READY ALRIGHT!! xD

LAST DAY!

2009-04-15T02:36:00.003+08:00

2.36 AM... Still awake...
Going crazy in my room playing...
"Who has the biggest brain?" on Facebook...
Wow... My mental sum is weak! LOL!
Maybe it's the pressure uh...
But my rank is just a NERD... xD
SO NOT A NERD SEH! xD
And now I'm playing Geo Challenge...
My Geography sucks I tell ya... Hahaha!
BUT... MY POSITION IS...
Geography Student! Quite high actually... Haha!
And it is an actual fact... Haha!
I WAS a geography student... xD
Who doesn't learn about maps and countries... xD

ALAAAAAAA tonight last night I can stay up late!
Not really uh... I can stay up late on Fridays...
Saturdays cannot... Next morning got religious class.
BUT... Will I have the energy to stay up late on Fridays
after long hours in school?? Alaaaa.... Sad sia... xD
So today is the last night I'm able to stay up late...
But yesterday was the last day I can wake up late...
Even later I'm waking up early in the morning to meet Ain.
We might be too busy to meet later...
So we've decided to meet up later...
Now is 3 AM.... I'll sleep at 3.30 AM.. Haha!
I'm gonna miss staying up late...
Still remember back in December...
Chat with my crush until 5-6 AM...
Haha now my boyfriend already lah...
Then got scolded by my mum so many times already. xD
What to do... He was working in the day what...
Weird... When we're a couple already we don't
chat until so late like that anymore... Haha!
Just a few times lah...

3.08 AM... What should I do now?
I don't wanna sleep! But I'm HUNGRY!!! =X
I wanted to eat chocolates... But...
I'll be fat if I eat before sleep! -.-...
I must eat something in the morning...
Okay lah... I got too much nonsensical posts in my blog la...
I continue playing the Geo Challenge now!
I'll blog again later!!! CHAO!

3.16 AM update... I'm an air traffic controller! LOL!
So proud my Geography skills still there... xD
[no life sak Kirin... xD]

NEW BLOGSKIN!!!

2009-04-14T22:32:00.003+08:00

YOOOOO~! How's my new blogskin?
I love it but the words are so close to one another...
The margin I mean.. Sucks lah...
I tried to adjust so many things already...
NOTHING'S WORKING!
Anyway I just make this blogskin coz I know
when school starts, I won't have time for
this anymore... I guess? xD

OH MY GOSH!! Less than 2 days before school starts!
Ive already bought 3 pens today...
Blue, Black and PINK! =D
So yea, I'm ready for school? LOL.
Mum wanted to buy me a Hello Kitty pencil case...
Errr.... Right. Hahahas!
I already bought mine early last year at Wallet Shop...
With a matching wallet! PINK & BLACK! =D
95% chance I'm wearing brown sneakers,
with my brown backpack... =D

Today, I don't really feel well...
So I chose to sleep longer... haha!
Anyway, I can't sleep late anymore what...
School starts confirm I sleep early...
Tomorrow night I will sleep at 10 PM...
Coz I wanna wake up at 6.30 AM...
Kiasu sia... School starts at 8.30 AM... xD
But must get ready mah... Hehe!
Maybe I wanna have breakfast first? Who knows?

Did you peepz saw the sky today!?!
SO GORGEOUS!!! Filled with stars!! =D
I kept on looking at the sky! Hehe!
Last night after some research at TP website...
OH GOSH... I think I chose the wrong course!!
They show those from business course who got into University.
None are from Retail Management!?! OH MY GOD!!
I wonder... Is it a good thing?
As in, I can be the first one to enter the University...
IF I study damn hard...
The bad thing is... I might just be like the rest of em'! =X
Hopefully I can go to the University...

Okay peepz... I think I've gotta go already...
I'm craving for chocolates again! xD
So... TOODLES!
Assalamualaikum! =)

Can't Sleep!

2009-04-14T02:30:00.002+08:00

2.30 AM and I'm still awake... LoL...
I can't sleep... Even though I feel sleepy...
Because my back hurts... =(
So yea, I go online... Not in a mood to chat...
I'm uploading pictures at facebook...
Do quizzes and whatever shits...
Oh ya to add on to the misery...
MY STOMACH'S GROWLING! -.-
I'm damn hungry coz all I ate today was...
5 chicken nuggets for breakfast...
Skipped lunch...
Ate chocolate and fish nuggets for dinner.
I mean... COME ON...
Who can be full eating that! xD
well, I was full, but not for long... xD
GOSH! I just sneezed, while I'm lying down and typing this,
and my back hurts so much! Darn it! -.-
Oh PLEASE get well soon by Thursday...
I don't wanna be sick on my orientation day! =(

My date was urmm... No comments. Plain? xD
Quite boring lah... Haha! QUITE only... xD
The movie was AWESOME I tell ya!
We watched Fast & Furious 4...
As usual... Vin Diesel was HUNKALICIOUS! x)
Paul Walker, not bad lah... But cannot challenge Vin Diesel.
With that fierce look, which makes him SO hot...
And that body! OH MY GOODNESS! xD
I think I irritate my boyfriend a little...
Coz I kept on saying that Vin Diesel was hot... xD
I was simply stating an actual fact... Haha!
Vin Diesel is not so handsome, he's just hot!
And the show was sooooo exciting, thrilling and fun!
I'm SO waiting for Fast & Furious 5! =D
[Oh please let there be pink cars! xD]
Those of you who haven't watch...
GO AND WATCH LAH SEH! =D
Tough luck, one part of the show I got my cramps... -.-
Spoiler lah seh... -.-

Through out the date, both of us were tired...
But he was more obvious...
I was more to weak than tired...
Simply gathering up the energy I have to look hyper. xD
Went home... head for the bed!
After resting for a while, I took a shower...
I thought I'd be more fresh... But I become more tired. xD
3 AM already now... So fast...
Back pain, go away, come again some other day! xD

I'm not attending my sewing course tomorrow...
I need to get ready stuffs for school...
And I got a feeling I wanna quit this course...
I feel like it's too expensive, and nonsense, they actually
put 1 basic lesson in my intermediate lesson,
so I only have 3 intermediate lessons... Like cheat people sia.
Furthermore, school is starting...
I think I wanna concentrate on school uh...
School and madrasah only... Hehe!
I will sew though, but not at that course...
See first lah! Maybe I'll go every Saturday...
Mak kau... No life sia...
Weekdays school, saturday sewing course, sunday madrasah...

Oh yeahhh I realised both me and my guy...
Get angry easily over small things... haha!
People stare from afar also we will be like...
What the hell sia look at people until like that....! -.-
Hehehe! Oh well... I think he mixed too much with me..
He also turned to be short-tempered already. xD
I'm short-tempered since like... Forever? xD

3.16 AM already...
I think I should try to sleep again! Haha!
My boyfriend is gonna kill me! Hahaha!
Coz I said I'm going to sleep at 12.30 AM...
Now is wayyyy beyond 12.30 AM... Haha!
No choice what... I can't sleep... Not that I don't want to...
Okay lah! I'll blog again later at night! TOODLES!
Good morning people!! =D

School's Opening!

2009-04-13T15:49:00.005+08:00

It's already monday!!!! Like... YAY! xD
Yay because... SCHOOL STARTS ON THURSDAY!
The day I've been waiting for...Hehe!
I will keep the excitement low for now...
I'll be HYPER on Wednesday night... Hehe!

I'm so bored lah..
And I love the song in my blog!
Like sweet or what seh??
I'm so glad he loved the slideshow I made...
The music is this song at my blog... Nice right? xD
I'm kinda stressed a little...
What should I wear on Thursday?
I have a big ugly 'mark' near my neck there...
That day was humid, and I wore scarf...
I kept on wiping my neck since it itches...
When go home, I shower and it was soooo painful...
Shit sia.. My skin came off... -.-
Now not nice already...
I think I'll wear t-shirt, maybe it'll cover up that area...
Ok shoe... Which sneakers should I wear?
Brown? Black+pink? Black+white?
BAG... brown bacpack? black side bag? Red+black side back?
Eishh stress uh! Nevermind later I will decide.
I need to bring my mum to the bookstore to
buy me stationery... I don't know how come
my pens are all gone after 'O' levels... xD
The only thing left is my correction tape... -.-

MY HAIR... I don't know what to do with it!
90% chance, I'm gonna tie my hair up...
100% chance I'm gonna wax my fringe...
Overall, I will look like a typical secondary school girl.
Oh well... Whatever... Hahas!
It's a good thing that I love my hair already now...
Ouh I so need to ask my mum to buy a new eyeliner...
The one we're using is finishing...
And eyeliner is IMPORTANT in my life. xD

Wow.. School is starting and even if school haven't start now,
I rarely meet my secondary school friends already..
We all seem to be busy...
What about later? No time at all?
I hope not... Me, Ain & Mai MUST meet often! Hehe!
What about my bestie from primary school?!
I hope I can still meet Nadia... =)
Not fair Kak Yaya same course & school as her! Hmph! xD
I'm very sure I can still meet my bestie, Kak Yaya, though! x)

In a moment, I'm going on a date...
Which is our last date together...
Since we can only go dating once a month...
Lucky my boyfriend is understanding! Haha!
If not, sure I got dump already! xD
Last date at Downtown only... Haha pathetic sak... xD
Nevermind lah... At least we can still see each other!
Furthermore he's schooling tomorrow...
Shouldn't go home so late... Unlike me.. Haha!
I'm more to curfew and terrible health... xD
Downtown is like... my 2nd home? LOL.
Keep on going there sia! -.-

Hmm... I feel like making a duet version
of this song in my blog... It would be so nice!
Maybe I'll make it tonight or tomorrow...
Anything lahh... One day I MUST make it. That's all. xD
Since I don't blog on my dates...
And after this date, I'll be 'dead' at home...
High chance I'll be sick coz I walked too much. LOL.
So... This is the post of the day!! TOODLES~!
Assalamualaikum~! =)

Weak-end.

2009-04-12T21:17:00.004+08:00

Hello people...
Oh my gosh... I'm soooo weak... -.-
I'm so so sick today...
Stupid cramps! I'm having one of those periods
where I will be really weak and sick...
the last time was back in December 2008...
And hoorayy I had religious class...
Gosh... I was like... CAN I NOT GO?!? xD

I woke up at 9 AM... But I just can't get up...
So end up getting up at 10 AM. xD
Nobody even woke me up...
Okay lah... Samihah woke me up by all the texts she gave me.
I was late... Coz I was sick.
Then I was like rushing uh... Brisk walk plus some jogging. xD
With my frictionless slipper and the wet floor.
I almost fell so many times! -.-
Like stupid sia... Then I shouldn't run, but I did.
End up, my cramps got worse...
And the cold air-conditioned container wasn't helping!!
Can't concentrate sia so painful...
I tried my best to concentrate anyway...
Today's lesson was funny and fun! Hehe!
Today my ustazah didn't come...
So it was Ustazah Kurniawati who taught us...
She's funny! Hehehe!
Learnt about the Ma'Juj & Ya'Juj...

They are two disbelieving tribes from among the sons of Adam...
They used to spread mischief on earth,
so Allah gave Dhul-Qarnayn the power to build a barrier to detain them.
They will keep on digging at it until
Allah gives them permission to come out at the end of time,
after `Isa (peace be upon him) has killed the Dajjal[1 EYED MONSTER! xD].
They will emerge in huge numbers
and will drink up the lake of Tiberias (in Palestine).
They will spread mischief on earth
and no one will be able to resist them.
`Isa (peace be upon him) and the believers
with him will take refuge in Mount Tur
until Allah destroys Ya'juj and Ma'juj
by sending worms that will eat their necks.
Then Allah will send rain to wash away their bodies
into the sea and cleanse the earth of their stench.

And I heard they are trapped in this wall in Palestine?
Somewhere there lah... Haha! And now
they are like having a war there...
My ustazah said if the wall is broken, and the
Ya'juj & Ma'juj will break free...
That is a big sign of Qiamat, A.K.A end of the world...
We know that it's nearing... [I'm scared! =X]
And I am changing!! But I need to quicken my pace also... xD
And Tauhid is the highest level of education!
Cool! Higher than maths & science as my ustazah said! COOL~!
Hahaha! Yea I'm learning Tauhid... [Happy seh! xD]
And OH MY GOD! I feel cold so easily just now! -.-

Okay2 I don't wanna elaborate much on what I learn...
In case I said the wrong thing... I don't wanna bear
other people's sins. Haha! That one also
I copy from the net about the Ya'juj & Ma'juj... Hehe!

After the class... I waited for dear...
Since he said he wanted to fetch me home...
I was seriously in pain and he was late... Haha!
So I just walked slowly by myself first...
After a while he came... Gosh... I walked damn slow. xD
Compared to my usual pace that is... Hehe!
I'm so lucky to have such a caring boyfriend! Haha!
2nd time this week I said that... xD
But really seh... It was raining...
And he was worried that I was weak, so he walked me home...
Hahas! Oh lucky lucky me! xD
And I made him a special slideshow
especially for our 2nd month which is today...
I love you dearest!! =)

At home, my grandma gave me a massage just now... Nice..! xD
OKAY LAH!! GOTTA GO SWEETIES!!
Enjoy school for those of you who starts tomorrow!
Luckily I'm in business, orientation 2 days only! YAY! xD
Bye2! Assalamualaikum! =)

Oh yea... Thanks for the Tazmanian Devil keychain
Kak Zainab & Abang Pil!
They came back from Australia! Nice!
Haha! Tazmanian devil is loved! xD

Maulidur Rasul.

2009-04-12T00:00:00.003+08:00

ASSALAMUALAIKUM [Maybe Peace Be Upon You]...!
Today was pretty eventful I shall say... Hehe!
I went to the Maulidur Rasul at Tampines Stadium...
On the way, I saw Hui Peng... =)
Poor thing for those people parading...
It was raining heavily..
Then I saw Junyuan Rugby boys?
I was like... What's The Link? xD
Just told my guy about it and that's all.
I think they know me? Haha gasak la eh..

I saw Sharifah Aini... A diva lah...
Her voice damn powerful and nice la!
But I don't like her coz she quarrel with Siti before! Hmph!
When she sang, she looked at lyrics?
I was like... Aren't you a singer? Haha!
Nevermind about her... xD
After some time... I got bored.
Okay.. seriously bored... Haha! So I went out.
I went to Tampines Interchange with Nadhirah..
Oh that's my cousin by the way...

Somewhere around this traffic light..
Got this group of 4 friends... 3 guys, 1 girl...
They turn around and look at us...
Then suddenly they sang Cindai by Siti... I was like...errr.... xD
but I don't think Nad realised uh...
We went to have our dinner at McDonald's...
I was like.. 'Tortured' coz I couldn't finish my fries...
As usual.. Haha!
Then we walked around at Tampines 1...
SO CROWDED! Aiyooo~!
And the PMS was driving me NUTS.
And also the cramps PLUS back ache!
Imagine! Like the whole waist area hurt like OMG!
I REALLY felt like crying...
Since I'm losing lots of blood...
I feel cold DAMN EASILY... It was SUPER COLD! =X
After I met dear for a while, we left.

Went back to Tampines Stadium...
Gosh... The lecture was FUNNY!
Too bad it was like halfway already... =(
Okay I had fun there... They teach how to be
respectful children... how to earn your way to Heaven...
and how to be a good wife! Haha! Good tips lah seh! xD
They say what we have on earth is only 1%
of the goodness Allah give us...
The 99% will be in heaven....
If that 1% includes this house we live in...
Imagine the other 99%! Wow... =)
But you'll have to earn that....
Always keep Allah in your heart...
Wow... I feel so different suddenly... Haha!
One of the lectures says that we shouldn't
waste our husband's money...
Really got me thinking...
Maybe I don't need that honeymoon in Paris...
I'd feel grateful even if we just go to Malaysia...
Coz I'm grateful that there's at least someone
who is willing to be the person to bear those sins
I make after getting married and also bear the sins
made by my future kids... At least I have a companion,
when I'm in Heaven one day... =) Insya'Allah...
Chey! Now I'm giving a lecture huh? xD

Then I see those orphans... Oh gosh...
Poor kids...! SO cute seh!
At first I was like, how come this aunty got so many kids?
Then I saw their donation box...
Jamiyah Children's Home... Alalala... =X
Okay I am SO going to clear my wardrobe soon,
and those clothes I don't need, shall be donated to them!
But would they wear? Since they wear scarf,
and my clothings are mostly t-shirts? Haha!
Also got one lecture saying that we should be
active in buying new clothes, and active in donating our old clothes.
SO we can help the shop owners with their business,
and help the less fortunate people with new clothes. COOL! xD

Okay enough of my lectures yea... haha!
I'm so sick... Yet later in the morning got Madrasah...
Insya'Allah I'll feel better... I don't wanna miss lessons.
It's only 2 hours... I guess I can cope with that...
And Samihah really wants me to go...
Oh yea! I saw BJ Kadir just now! Haha! [sempat sak... xD]
ANYWAY...

It's my 2nd month with Suhaimi!
So fast seh... Haha! It feels like very long already? xD
Hopefully we last long yea!
ANYWAY AGAIN... The PAIN is starting again...
So I'd better go now! Pictures will be uploaded tomorrow k!
So... Good morning!
Assalamualaikum...! =)

OH YA! How can I forget!?
On the way home... I walked home la around 11 PM...
Of course with my cousin uh...
Hal way I felt like... I had goosebumps...
And I feel uneasy and all...
And I'm having my you-know-what....
So yea... I just recite some prayers...
Then I was okay already... Sheesh... Scary much... =S

KaBoOm~!

2009-04-10T22:45:00.003+08:00

ARGH I HATE THIS DAY!!!
I mean seriously, I'm FUMING til' NOW!
A day filled with ANGER! Gahhhh~! -.-
The MAIN cause is OF COZ... DANIAL KHALIS.
I mean seriously...
WHAT THE FUCK IS HIS PROBLEM??
Simply find faults with me at Facebook!
And calling me names! What the hell... Grow up ah!

Anyway, today is like sleepover day in my house.
Two of my grandmothers are here...
And my cousin is here too! She's blogging too now! xD
And A.K.A sick day....
Oh gosh... I'm really sick...
Anytime now... Hehehe! Not anytime to die la! Touchwood! xD
Now I'm having heartburn...
COZ... I DRANK CARBONATED DRINK!! xD
[Padan muker kau Rin... xD]
And my backache... Don't even talk about it...
I should really go to the doctor seh... Sheesh...
But no time ah... Busy lah aku! xD
And when school starts...
NO WAY I'M GONNA MISS A DAY OF SCHOOL! xD
Especially in my beloved TP! xD
[Padehal blom start pon seh...]

I just went out at night with my cousin,
to buy prepaid card...
And realised today is GOOD FRIDAY FOR FUCK SAKE...
SHOPS ARE CLOSED! Arghh!
I simply blew up just now! SHEESH!
And my prepaid left how many cents seh! Bodoh sak...
Nevermind, tomorrow I go buy...

And at home, I find JOY. LoL!
Coz I won this 'small war'... Haha!
That GOON simply forgot WHO is my boyfriend...
Still wanna mess with me?
Seriously... Last time I was single...
You can do those childish stuffs you alwasy do...
Now I'm not. And my friends are here to defend me as well.
So here's an advice, JANGAN CARI PASAL AH!
Aku ader kacau kau ke per?! -.-
ANYWAY! GOTTA GO!! Got an err... Appointment. xD
What the hell seh... This week no date...
Last week of 'able to go dating' some more! Alaaaa...!
Wasted uh! Wasted uh! xD
Okay2 I'm starting to crap...
And sorry Reliez, I can't make it tomorrow, coz...
I love my religion more than Reliez. xD
Okay lah bye!
Assalamualaikum! =D

How many post already? xD

2009-04-09T23:28:00.002+08:00

Okay here I am blogging yet AGAIN...
You know me... When I feel uneasy,
I will blog like ALOT of times. Hehe...
I've been listening to Siti's songs lately...
And I found the perfect song for my blog...
Kesilapanku, Keegoanmu...
I feel like crying, but nahhh I won't. (=
Gosh... Of all times to have a quarrel...
3 days before our 2 months...
I can't even describe my feelings...
Well, I did my part by apologising already...
It's all up to you now...
Nobody said you don't deserve me...
You said it yourself at your MSN personal message.
Once again I say sorry...
Sorry for starting the havoc...
I don't know what else you want me to say...
I thought you should know me better than this...
I told you earlier why I have the moodswings...
Do you understand? Wait. I don't think so.
That's why you ignored me for the whole day. Thanks. (=

Now this song is a sad song...[blog song]
The words are so meaningful that I'm touched...
Of course lahh my idol sing whattt...! Hehe! (=
What's the use of faking a smile when nobody's there to appreciate.

Besar kesilapanku besar lagi kesilapanmu
Hampa yang kau rasakan hampa lagi perasaanku
Kau cuba menyatakan aku
Membuat kesilapan
Yang tak mungkin kau maafkan lagi
Ku tak mungkin kau perlu di sisi

Besar kesalahanku besar lagi keegoanmu
Berkali ku beri alasan berkali-kali kau menolaknya
Kau ingin ku menyalakan
Diri ini bagai lilin
Dan terbakar oleh perbuatanmu

Suasana sepi kini menambahkan hening
Di dalam hatiku
Mengadil sikapmu biar di jiwamu aku telah tiada
Di waktu begini diusik kenangan silam
Yang bertandang
Lalu ku biarkan
Ia menabahkan hati ini

Kekasihku cukup engkau buat ku begini
Luka ini usah engkau berdarahkan kembali
Aku masih cinta padamu
Aku masih setia padamu
Kembalilah engkau kepadaku seperti dahulu

Di dalam rindu ku menangis
Di dalam kalbu ku terasa
Teringatmu di kala derita
Yang memisahkan kita
Di dalam sendu ku berseru
Yang terukir dalam hatiku
kekasih bukalah pintu untuk sekali ini
Aku cinta kepadamu...

Oh Gosh! xD

2009-04-09T22:42:00.003+08:00

Oh my gosh!
Victoria is TOTALLY going to get me that yellow t-shirt!
My GL rocks lah seh! Haha!
She said she'll try to...
But if she can't get it for me...
It's okay! =)
At least she tried! Hehe!
And I will try my best to go to that outing... Whee~! =)
And another oh my gosh is...
Just a while ago when I bent my body...
There was this three cracking sounds in a row
from my back like....
Kruk, Kruk, Kruk...! And then it hurts!
Ahhh! What the hell!?!!! It almost got better,
and it cracks that loud? LOL!
Hopefully it's a good sign! Hahaha!
Mampos sak bunyi gitu... Oh gosh...
Hopefully I'm fine...
And these frequent heartburns are SO not helping.
Must be the chilli and the anger I keep inside me...

So... I guess... You'll continue to ignore me huh?
Oh well... I can't do anything about that can I?
I don't know what else to say...
If you think by keeping quiet and staying away from the
problem helps, then be it.
You're the one with the experiences, not me.
I never had a real boyfriend, so I guess you could understand.

PICTURES!!

2009-04-09T20:48:00.008+08:00

Okay here are all the pictures...

That picture of the car... Hmmm...

The picture is kinda... Obscene... Hahaha!

And that 'funny face' pose...

Gosh... The shadow from the roof make my face ugly!

Like saggy face! EWWWW~!! xD

Don't mind me but that 'blue' shop simply makes me laugh. xD

Isn't there better signs? LOL.

P.S. Did you guys wach Whacked Out Sports on Channel 5??

That dumb blonde totally threw the bowling ball like basket ball! xD

What a bimbo! xD

Tampines 1!

2009-04-09T17:10:00.009+08:00

Before I start...!
Gosh! I'm so happy that Reliez knows my blog! xD
You guys are SO linked! =D
And also added on Facebook!
Thus, I added some GLs and other Reliez freshie too.
Hmm.. They have this outing at Sentosa...
This Saturday... Now that's fast. xD
But I don't think I should go...
I'll feel so extra...
Since they ask to wear the yellow t-shirt,
which I don't have... =(
Haiz... If only I didn't have that backache...
And fuck, I still have it now. -.-
[Asal eh aku semangat TP? xD]

Well, I don't deserve to be called a Reliez freshie?
Just an ordinary TP freshie... Bleargh... -.-
Stop it seh Rin... hahaha!
I wonder how they know my blog leh...
Okay2 enough of Reliez. LoL!
So... What happened today...

I didn't wanna spoil my day by crying like
a mad broken-hearted girl...
Coz I'm not broken-hearted. xD
So yea, I just ignore everything for today,
and live my life as usual...
And to all shopaholics in Singapore...
TAMPINES 1 is FINALLY OPENED!!!
OH MY GAWDDDDDDDDDDDDD~! =DDD
So me & Ain were among the first million
to enter that place I think... haha!
Imagine how dramatic I was??
I was like OH MY GOD!!! OH MY GOD!!!
Until tears came out of my eyes? LOL!
Happy or what?! xD hahaha!
I think I said 'Oh My God' for around 20 times?
I'm not sure... Lost count... hahaha!
EXCITED NAK MAMPOS SAK AKU!!! xD
That place was gorgeous lah kan...
PICTURES WILL SO BE POSTED! xD
Good place to go dating? Haha!
Whatever... xD

So I saw UNIQLO...
This FREAKIN' CHEAP TSHIRT!
i just HAD to buy something from there...
BUT! the queue was fucking long! haiz...
End up I had to leave the shop... Noooo~! xD
Ok binget much... Haha!
Then saw some news reporter...
I think the picture of my back will be
on Channel U News...
What the hell...
Sure cannot capture the moment!
Coz I dunno when's the news!! -.-
[As if I'm the one being interview like that... xD]

Then we just window shopped here and there...
I saw Jia hao at KFC....
I bought some hairbands for school...
Talk about HAIR... Okay [vainity session... xD]
I realised, I LOVE MY HAIR! Hahaha! Random! xD
I think it's a good hairstyle if I'm in poly! Yay! xD
I just need to know how to style... Haha!

Then we just chilled at the park and talked...
Spent quite sometime there..
Haha tak habis2 lepak... xD
Then I went home...
Go online and chat with Hui Min...
She's my closest friend in TP FOC...
She's in Rello! Same as me! Hahas! Business School galz! xD
Told ya' I make friends easily with chinese... xD
Reliez got 3rd! From 5th to 3rd!
CONGRATS RELIEZ!!! =DD
I should SO audition to be a FOC GL next year!
Arghh please la sehhh~!
I missed this year one, I won't miss next year's one! =P
Okay lah!! Aku got to go!
At night I will post the pretty pictures of me and Ain up...
TOODLES PEOPLE!!!!
Assalamualaikum...!!!! =D

P.S. DARN I DIDN'T BUY THAT ALL STAR SHOE!
I Mean... COME ON!! Largest size 39?! WHAT THE HELL!!!
ARGHHH~! And the sale is today only! THANKS AH! -.-
Kauuu binget siaaa miss out on 2 sales!!! -.-

I got a migraine and my jaw hurts like
it has just been punched by someone because of a toothache...
Whatever... And my back is getting better I think? LoL!
Good news 1... Bad news... 2... -.-
And SOME IDIOT ON FACEBOOK...
Simply NEVER grow up...
Just finding faults with me and asking for a kick in the ass!
Eh grow up la sia! Merepek sia carik pasal kat Facebook!
Tak puas ke per carik pasal kat skola??! -.-
Dah graduate, kau buat hal kau, aku buat hal aku ah!
Tak menyusahkan kau kan??
For God's sake! I never even TALK to you in school!
Why are you being so IRRITATING to me!? -.-

...

2009-04-08T23:04:00.005+08:00

I just don't know how to describe what
I'm feeling right now...
Maybe I'm being too over-protective...
I guess I need to be laid-back starting from now...
I don't really know the expectations...
But I'm just assuming...
Since I'm uncertain... I guess it's better...
If I just keep to myself...
I'm sorry if I'm the one who's always hurting you...
And not thinking of the problems you're already having...
And I'm sorry for being selfish...
By saying stuffs that I know you won't like...
I guess... It was sensible for you to leave just like that...
I shall take the blame...
I simply can't cry about this anymore for now...

It's better if we just keep quiet for now...
so as not to hurt either one of us...
I don't think it makes sense if we quarrel
on our second month... I doesn't make sense at all...
Goodbye...

Aduii Mendak Nyerr...

2009-04-08T18:24:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone!
Gosh I'm so bored!!!
I WISH I'M AT TP FOC!!!
Too bad my back ache isn't getting any better!
I wonder if Reliez got 1st place already or not...
Oh well.. I just envy them... Haiz... =(
Anyway, today I woke up feleing weak..
And when I wanna breathe, somehow my chest feels
like weak... I don't know how to describe it...
Overall... Lethargic. Whatever.

After showering and blablabla...
I realised I can't eat alot for this one week...
COZ NEXT WEEK IS THE 1ST DAY OF SCHOOL!
Yeap! Next Thursday! I can't have flabs on my 1st day!
Talk about not hot! Haha!
FINALLY I can wear my new pair of jeans,
which I have been reserving for MONTHS! xD
And also the new t-shirt! Hehe!
I'm VERY excited about school! VERY VERY!!!
But I'm more excited about Tampines 1!! OH MY GOD!!!
Hahas I'm excited over everything... xD

I went to the shops with mum and bro...
Buy some stuffs to cook...
On the way home I was so weak...
I was simply trying my best to cover up that weakness.
Felt like dropping on my knees...
Then reached home only, I just HAD to lounge on the sofa,
even for a while, it was heaven. xD
Gosh... Stamina gone... o.o...
After that, I went to the kitchen and cooked.
I cooked Fish Head Curry and Stir-fried ladies' fingers...
I don't really like curry... But I like ladies' finger! =D

I slept at 2.30 AM last night...
Simply couldn't sleep...
Of course I couldn't... Because I cried before that.
Alaaaaa...!! I'm still emo seh! -.-
I simply pen down my sadness and all...
I end up smiling again...
Then I went to sleep. hahas!

Last night I recorded my voice...
I just sang some songs la...
Since I was sad... So I sing to cheer myself up.
If it's not nice... Sorry lah...
Just for fun mah... hahas!
If I take it seriously then nicer lah...
Anyway, I can't really sing well after crying...
Yea before I sang, I cried also. LoL!
CRY CRY CRY! I'm SICK OF CRYING!
Anyway, I'll end this post here...
Here's my recording...
I'm using the PC, which means I'm sitting down.
Which means... MY BACK HURTS RIGHT NOW! -.-
So... Goodbye! Hmm... I wish I can visit the doctor
about my back... But I'm sure they would say
I'll just waste money and time...
Forget it lah... I also couldn't care less.

ASSALAMUALAIKUM!!! =)

Air Mata Di Kuala Lumpur (Cover) O.A. Liza Hanim - Kirin Salleh

PICTURES!

2009-04-07T17:17:00.002+08:00

I'm a RELIEZ FRESHIE!!! TPSU!! Haha excited sak.
That RZ thingy so nice right?! xD

Go Rello GO~!!! =D

Sec 1 pict... Haha! Memories! xD Cute!

So cute right these 4 kids!! Hahaahs!

Especially the smallest one la.. xD

That's Me, my sister and my 2 brothers...

AGES AGO! I think 13-14 years ago? xD

Haiz.. I'm back... =(

2009-04-07T15:31:00.003+08:00

Hi... Hmmm no mood to blog liao...
It sucks that I'm actually blogging and not
freaking out at TP FOC right now...
Oh well... I'm sure there are reasons
why God doesn't allow me to be at camp right now.

Okay lah let's just talk about yesterday.
Probably the best camp I've ever went to! =D
Went to school with dear....
Then some seniors guided me to the Sports Complex.
I saw the name list...
It seems like the least number of people from a school,
is from Junyuan Sec... So little! -.-...
And I'm THE ONLY ONE from 4E3... Rabak...
I'm in Reliez! Wheee~! Hehe!
My TP family! Haha! And then my sub-empire is Rello.
Initial for Reliez is RZ. =D
Just one thing I'm not happy about...
We got 2 cheers in Mandrin, which I SO don't understand.
COME ON! ENGLISH! Multi-racial ah...
But some of the cheers I really like!
Like the.... Ay Manja, B Manja... Hahas!
I don't know how it is spelled but it's fun! ^^
I really love my GLs! Hahas!
GL stands for Group Leaders.
They are simply SUPER FRIENDLY and FUNNY.

OH YES! I also like this one cheer...
Reliez, Reliez WOOSH WOOSH,
Reliez, Reliez WOOSH!
Hehe! So fun seh that!
Another one I like is...
Reliez We So Action-Packed!
Zimbobomba[Stomp feet] Action-Packed!
Okay lah I like almost all of them! Hehe!
Another one is...
What's The Link?
Ling Long,
Ping Pong,
King Kong,
Sing Song,
Reliez Reliez Is The Link...
Reliez Reliez Is The Link...
RELIEZ RELIEZ IS THE LINK!!
Peace~!
Like cool sia when they say Peace~~~! xD

Oh my gosh! I'm so INTO this camp! =(
Too bad I have to miss out SO MUCH...
I took 3 hours to decide whether to go home or not...
It was SOOOO difficult for me to decide!
I really didn't want to go home...
But I couldn't even sit properly! It just hurts.
Fucking backache la...!

We went to Tampines Interchange and did
some activities and LOTS of noise... Haha!
We even lied down on the grass opposite Tampines 1.
Like who cares? All of us stink already anyway! xD
Oh well, even though Ididn't complete the 3 days...
At least I had fun for the whole 1st day...
Even though Reliez lost...
I HOPE YOU GUYS WIN ON THE 3RD DAY!!!
GOOOO~~~~~ RELIEZ!!!!!!!!! Hehe!
Reliez, Reliez Is The Link!
Reliez, Reliez Is The Link!
RELIEZ, RELIEZ IS THE LINK!!!!!

Around 11.30 PM, I went home...
Thanks Jeslyn for accompanying me out of TP!
You're a wonderful senior!! hehe!
She's from Business School too!! Hahas!
As usual, 90% of the new friends made are...Chinese...
hehe! I think I only made 2 or 3 malay friends...
Who cares anyway... During one of the activities,
where we are in our different schools...
Business school, I was the only Malay. LoL! Yay? xD
I guess I'm happy that I'm in business school? Haha!
Since I can mingle easily with Chinese rather than Malays.
After that, dear fetched me and sent me home...
Gosh... He's such a good guy isn't he? Hahas!
I mean it was SO LATE already! =)
I love you Sayang... Hehe! =)

I can't believe I felt like crying because I left a camp. xD
Nevermind! Still got orientation next week!
Then it'll be Business students only!! Hehe!
I'm gonna have SO MUCH FUN!!! Hehe!
My back simply hurts more today...
Imagine, sleeping using 6 pillows in total... xD
God... how I wish my back would get better soon... =(
Maybe God didn't want me to wear shorts
in front of almost 600 people...
And partying like some clubber during Jam & Hop session today.
I just need to think positive!! xD
Coz if I don't... I'M SO RUNNING BACK TO TP FOC!! xD

Mum has been clearing the store room today...
AND I FOUND MY SEC1 RAYA PICTURE!
The one I took with Mai and Ain when we were sec 1!
Cute little girls! Haha! I'll post pictures after this post aites!
I'll stop here for today! Goodbye!
And get well soon from your back ache too dear!
How cool is this... Back ache couple... xD
When one falls ill, the other will feel the pain as well...
Awwwww....! Hahaha!
Okay lah I'll stop here! Bubbye! =D
Assalamualaikum! Hehe!

Module!!

2009-04-05T18:15:00.002+08:00

HELOOOO~!
Today was fun! I think? Hahas!
Well, it SURE WAS FUN during religious class.
A lot of laughter going on...
Today... there's lots of rushing going on... Let's start.

First of all, I thought I was late for Madrasah.
Reached at 11.35 AM, just to see all my
classmates hanging outside the big container,
under the blazing hot weather.
Sweating like hell already...
Since I wore all black including black socks,
and the only thing white is my scarf.
Even the inside of the scarf is black! o.o...
Waited for Ustazah... when she came, she forgot
the keys, so she left again...
We waited overall for like 25 minutes?
Then in class, must wait again, coz
she wanted to take our Sifat 20 books.

She asked what is 12X9...
First she asked who got A for maths...
That's why I never raise up my hand...
So yea, I was the one who answered her la...
Doesn't mean I got A for maths... xD
Rained heavily... But God bless...
The rain became a drizzle when it was prayers time.
Miraculous! =D
Learnt lots of cool stuffs today...! =)
As usual, Danial just makes the class noisy with laughter.
But near the end, simply noisy. No laughter.
Even Ustazah was irritated by him. xD
Like what the hell... I was so hungry....
First I was embarassed coz my stomach made noises...
Moments later, I got gastric pain...
and next... Heartburn! What the hell! -.-

Then rushed home, met parents and
went off to a wedding...Saw Huda there...
NICE LA THE PLACE! PINKKKKK~! =D
Then went to my sister's house...
Then I went home...
GOSH I'M SO EXCITED FOR TOMORROW!!!
VERY VERY VERYYYY EXCITED! =D
Okay lah I guess that's all...
I can't blog tonight...
Need to do some packing up...
And sad... I'm not joining Adventure club... =(
Should be E.L.F or Rock Climbing...
Or maybe no CCA and just concentrate on studies...
OH MY GOD, NO LIFE! xD
I'll consider... Maybe junior year I take up a CCA.
OKAY BYE! =)
Assalamualaikum... =)

I love to go Madrasah!!! =D
And yea... I was thinking just now...
Should I wear scarf to poly...
Then I think again... maybe in University I will wear.